But together burning bright...(Adele)

[Kasper Blaine Seaward]

Kasper sat at the edge of his bed, listening to the hallway for sounds of others awake. He couldn't hear any one up at this hour...which both relieved him and made him nervous. He wasn't sure why he was about to do what was on his mind...but he couldn't stop himself. He glanced in the mirror at his blue and yellow striped pajama pants and his black cotton t-shirt for a long moment wondering if he should change first. Deciding against it he slipped on his hello kitty slippers and grabbed an empty glass from his night stand...making the decision that if he got caught breaking curfew he could simply explain he was heading to get water. He played with his hair for a moment and the slipped out of his bedroom door into the hall...He leaned against the door for a long moment...listening...he could hear his brother playing video games down the hall...and he smirked. He wouldn't hear him walking over the sound of left for dead 2.

He made it down the stairs without a problem...and reached the floor the girls were on with out incident. He listened carefully to the sounds of the house for another moment before walking to her bedroom door...Without hesitation he opened the door and slipped inside of the room...The room was dark and she was in the bed asleep...He smiled at her sleeping figure and then took of his slippers and slipped beneath the covers of her bed with her...pulling her towards him to snuggle...It wasn't like he was planning on anything...but he just couldn't sit and pass snuggling with her on Christmas eve night...what harm could snuggling do? He ran a hand through her hair and kissed her nose as he he snuggled up against her.

[Adèle Sinclair]

Adèle had gone to bed a little after their curfew like she had been since they arrived at the Seaward home. It wasn’t like there was much to do after her curfew anyway since she wasn’t allowed to leave her room and she was pretty sure Kasper wasn’t up for breaking rules so she figured it was just better to go to bed. Even though it was Christmas Eve, the night wasn’t much different than any other; she had said good night to Kasper and they went to their separate bed rooms. She really wished just once they could sleep together, not even doing anything if he didn’t want to, she just wanted to fall asleep wrapped in his arms for once. Either way, it wasn’t going to happen, so about 10 minutes after they went their separate ways, she was already in bed fast asleep.

She wasn’t sure how long she had been sleeping when she thought she heard her door open and close quickly but she didn’t open her eyes to see if anyone one actually there, just brushing it off as her hearing things and swiftly fell back asleep. It wasn’t until she felt a hand running through her hair and familiar lips kissing her nose that she woke up fully, opening her eyes to see Kasper lying beside her. [red]Hi there love…[/red]She whispered before kissing his lips softly. [red]What brings you here tonight? [/red]She asked curiously. He really wasn’t one to break the rules like his brother so it was strange to see him here in the middle of the night when his parents specifically told him not to.

[Kasper Blaine Seaward]

Kasper smiled as her eyes opened as he kissed her on the nose and then kissed her back on the lips as she kissed him. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to him as they kissed. He smiled, I didn't want to be alone I guess...and I uh...wanted to snuggle. He said with a shy smile as he touched her face with his hand nervously, You don't mind though do you? He said sitting up in fear slightly that he had crossed a boundary, I can go now.. He said stuttering...he looked towards the door and then back at her nervously..

Part of him wanted to run before she even got the chance to tell him to get out...but part of him didn't want to. He sat frozen in shock... not sure what to do with himself. He gave her a nervous smile and hiccuped. His covered his mouth and looked down at the floor to control himself. It took a few minutes to calm himself down and some deep breathing to get his heart to slow down...He smiled up at her nervously.

His eyes locked on her's and he felt his stomach do a nervous flip of excitement, though he wasn't sure why....without thinking he let his body take his thoughts over and he leaned forward and pressed his lips against her's hard...not even bothering to be gentle...he wasn't sure what overcame him as he intensified the kiss so much that by the time his thoughts caught up with him he was on top of her, kissing her deeper than ever before...As he realized it, his cheeks redden and he hoped off of her and onto the floor...backing towards the door, I am so...sorry...I should...I should go ...or uh... He said with a panicked look towards the door.

[Adèle Sinclair]

As surprising as it was, it was so nice to wake up beside Kasper for once, since it had never actually happened before. As she kissed him, she smiled into the kiss as he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer. She didn’t want to stop kissing him but eventually they pulled away and she smiled back and looked into his eyes. His reason for being there made her smile even wider. It was so sweet for him to risk getting in trouble just to snuggle with her on Christmas Eve. She snuggled into his hand as he touched her face before she answered. [red]Of course I don’t mind…[/red] She started to answer him when he suddenly sat up and looked at the door like he did something wrong. Adèle sat up quickly and took his hand in hers, squeezing it gently. [red]Please don’t go…I want you to stay here with me…but if you want to go, that’s fine too…[/red] She said sadly, looking away from him for a moment.

She felt bad that he was so nervous around her, even after the couple of months or so they had been together. As she looked back over at him after he had calmed down a bit, their eyes locked for a moment…and after that moment something must have come over Kasper that was completely out of character for him. But although it was out of character…that didn’t mean Adèle didn’t fully enjoy it. When Kasper leaned forward to kiss her, it was different than he had ever kissed her before. It was like he didn’t hold back anything; there was no gentleness in this kiss. It was so intense and passionate…it was amazing. After a bit, he had gotten on top of her and although this was a completely surprise, she didn’t even try to stop him. But then suddenly, he jumped off of her, onto the floor and was backing away towards the door. Sitting up quickly she tried to piece together what had just happened before he left. [red]No please stay. Don’t be sorry that was…amazing actually. [/red] She said, a bit out of breath from what had just happened.

[Kasper Blaine Seaward]

Kasper looked over at her as she asked him to stay and could feel his heart give a nervous jump as his eyes made eye contact with hers. She sounded out of breath and he couldn't blame her...so was he...he took a nervous puff of his inhaler and then a deep breath as he walked back over to the bed and sat beside her with a slightly nervous glance at the door again...and even the closet...He pushed it all away as he lifted a hand up to brush the hair out of her face. He gave her a nervous smile, You thought it was amazing? He asked curiously, I...did too... He said weakly as he looked up into her eyes again.

He bit his bottom lip for a long silent moment before glancing back up at her and then leaning forward slowly and letting his lips press against hers again. He felt his body relax into the kiss. He let himself pin her down on the bed again, not sure why really but he wasn't going to stop and think about what he was doing or where he was heading...every second he thought about it...he had jumped up or stopped...He let his body press against her as they kissed...giving into his urges for the first time in his life and each moment he didn't regret...

He didn't want the feeling of her against him to stop...he wanted it to continue and didn't want to think of the consequences at the moment of what he was beginning to let happen...he wanted it to happen...he want to give her everything. He managed to move so that he was now underneath her. He pulled her against him as they kissed...letting his hand travel up her shirt...closing his eyes he let his hand grasp the fabric of her shirt as he gently pulled it over her head...his other hand running a hand through her hair as they kissed...he was to nervous to open his eyes and take in all her beauty just yet so instead he kept his eyes closed and continued to kiss her..

Should....we....stop? He asked timidly as let his eyes open slowly...

[Adèle Sinclair]

Adèle waited patiently for Kasper to decide what he wanted to do while taking a few deep breaths to regulate her breathing. He could leave if he really wanted to, she wouldn’t hold it against him. But if he turned around and walked out the door, she would seriously be crushed. She bit her lip anxiously, hoping he would decide to come back to her, and when he did she couldn’t help but smile thankfully. [red]Of course I did…and I’m glad you did too. We don’t have to go any further than you’re comfortable with you know…we can just lay here and snuggle…[/red] She said sweetly as she looked into his eyes.

After a moment of silence, Kasper leaned forward and kissed her again. At first he seemed a bit nervous, but after a second he relaxed for which Adèle was thankful. She didn’t want him to ever be nervous around her but she knew that he was shy and couldn’t help it. As they kissed, she found herself underneath him again, pinned down to the bed. It was different, to have him be so aggressive, but it was also an amazing feeling for him to take control and let himself go. Somehow during their kissing session, she ended up on top of him, which was actually a place she had never been before but even though she was in the more dominant position, he was still more in control of the situation. She felt him pull her closer into him as his hand moved to her shirt. He took her completely by surprise as he pulled at her shirt slightly and slowly pulled it off of her…she did not, in a million years, expect him to do that, but it was getting hot in the room and she wasn’t complaining. She leaned back down to kiss him once her shirt was removed, but her hand found its way to the edge of his shirt and began slowly pushing it upwards, although not taking it off of him just yet.

As the kiss broke, she looked down at him as he asked if they should stop with a bit of a frown. [red]Its really up to you…we can stop…or…[/red] She leaned forward and kissed his neck gently. [red]Or we can just keep going and see what happens…[/red] She whispered between kisses.

[Kasper Blaine Seaward]

Kasper looked into her eyes for a long moment as he thought about her words...sure they didn't have to go far if he didn't want to but that was the case...he did want to, for a long time...he wanted to know what it would be like to go over the edge with him. He didn't want to hold back with her and for the first time ever he wanted to give himself to someone...

As she answered her question, he knew he wasn't going anywhere...sure he could leave now...stop at this moment before it went any farther but he didn't want to stop it. He wanted it to go much father...he wanted her to be his first, last and only...He gave her a small smile and then kissed her, I don't think I want it to end...I wanna see where this will go... He whispered into her ear, A strange part of me knows exactly where I want this to go...and I'm not going to change my mind... He whispered as he pulled off his t-shirt and flung it to the floor...he slid off his pants leaving him naked in front of her besides his yellow boxers... He bit his bottom lip nervously not knowing what to do next...he leaned forward and kissed her again so that they fell back into the bed in deep kisses....he tried to keep his hands in appropriate place but they soon began to travel up to her chest and he pulled her into him naturally as they kissed.

He let the make out session last for a long time...before pressing his lips to her ear...I think...I may be ready Adele... He whispered before kissing her neck.

[Adèle Sinclair]

Adèle was more than glad when he didn’t leave nor did he show any intentions of leaving or stopping after that last bit of hesitance. She wanted to go all the way with him, or even as far as he wanted to go, she just wanted to be able to share this special experience with him. Sure, he wasn’t her first and that was really depressing, but more than anything she wanted him to be her last. She really truly loved Kasper and couldn’t see herself with anyone else for the rest of her life. As he whispered in her ear, telling her that he wanted to see how far this would go tonight, she couldn’t help but smile in a way that lit up her eyes with happiness. By what he said and did next, she knew exactly how far this was going to go, she was sure of it…and she was glad he was sure of what he wanted. She was also glad that he was sure that he wanted to give himself to her. Biting her lip slightly, she watched as he pulled off his shirt and pants, leaving him there in only his boxers in front of her. Sure, she had seen him naked before that night when they had their first date, but that was an accident. This, right now, was a very intimate moment that she would remember forever.

Following suit, she removed her shorts, leaving her there in only her white lace bra and panties. This was the most exposed she had ever been in front of him, and to be honest, she was really nervous about what he thought. But all of her nervousness subsided when he leaned forward and kissed her again and they fell back on the bed for a long passionate makeout session. After a long time, the kiss broke and he told her that he thought he was ready. Now she was nervous again…she wanted his first time to be special and she really hoped she could make it as special as possible. [red]As long as you’re completely sure…[/red] She whispered as he kissed her neck. Reaching behind herself, she unhooked her bra and took it off, tossing it on the floor as she covered her chest slightly. For some reason, she was really nervous about what he would think about how she looked and she couldn’t really hide her nervousness as she leaned forward and kissed him again.


what she is wearing <3
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[Kasper Blaine Seaward]

Kasper's eyes traveled down her body as she undressed...a nervous feeling welling up inside of him but also the other feeling growing stronger. A feeling he no longer had control of...and no longer even wanted to control. He wanted to let lose and give into his feelings..Yes...I'm sure. He whispered. His eyes widened slightly as she unhooked her bra and his lips quickly met hers as she leaned forward to kiss him...He could feel his body tense up slightly as fear hit him...for a moment he was at a loss of where to put his hands...and having no idea how to push forward...

He felt froze against her kiss...but as she kissed him, all the tension seemed to melt away. He let his hands wrap tightly around her as he let go of everything..every bit of tension...every bit of fear...and for the first time in his life...let himself follow his heart into the dark unknown...

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