Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Sept 25, 2012 9:01:28 GMT -5
Kastiel sat in a corner of the Ultrolige Kamre common room with his forehead pressed against his knees and his arms wrapped around his knees to keep his body stable as red tears fell down his cheeks with a violent force that he had never imagined capable. He was so angry and so depressed by what had happened that he didn't even know what to do about it. He wanted to punch the shit out of something or fuck the pain away but he didn't feel like he could even stand up at the moment. He couldn't believe what had happened....the girl he thought he would give his heart away to, has slept with someone else. She had given her body to someone else...when she was suppose to be his. He shook as more tears ran down his face...no one was around luckily this late at night. It was nearly midnight and most others were asleep by now...but he couldn't even think about heading up to bed.
He gathered himself the energy to stand up and decided to head to the Prefect Bathroom's for a bath. He didn't care what would happen to him as soon as he stepped into the water. He didn't even care enough to get the necessary spells ready to charm the bathtub so that he could use it without the faery in him turning into nothingness...He didn't give a damn what happened to him. He didn't pass anyone on his walk to the bathroom and was relieve when he also found the bathroom empty. He ripped his clothes off as he shut the door behind him and then turned the water up as hot as it would go and then jumped into it...He felt his body melt away on impact....his limbs and his body evaporated into a mist above the tub...He stayed like this for what felt like hours as he gave way to his element fire and the opposing element water. He let his mind travel for what seemed like miles or hours, he wasn't sure... He looked towards the fire and slowly the smoke floated to it and passed through the fireplace...it took several minutes for his body to become complete again...he stepped out of the fire unburden or damage...his naked body illuminated by the flickering flames.
He stared into his brother flames for a long silent moment as he felt a new desire begin to built up inside of him...She made me weak...she made me feel...made me embrace the faery emotional side of me....how dare she...She has no fucking idea who I am. I am the son of death...I love no one...I give a damn about no one. She will wish she never met me...I will make her hate herself...She is nothing to me.. He thought to himself angrily as he pulled his clothing back on and headed back to the Utrolige Kamre Common room. He felt as if he was rid of her...or at least that was the way he was forcing his head to believe...he would prove it to her...and himself...As he entered the common room his eyes lit up as he recognized a familiar face near the fire...It's awfully late to be done here isn't it? He questioned the person by the fire though he felt the twinge of excitement at the seeing him at that moment...He smirked as he sat down beside him...
