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Post by Kyle O'lot on Aug 29, 2012 16:24:20 GMT -5
 SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD• to believe there's someone else who could be •JUST AS MESSED UP AS MEKyle had an unexpected invitation to the Stark's house for Christmas. He was nervous and he didn't know why. His house was amazing when he had arrived a few days before later in the evening. Kyle just had seen Cayden two days before that night he had gotten drunk and fell asleep on him. Well more or so passed out. He thought about that night and laughed to himself a little. He was just nervous because, this was where the head master lived too and he didn't want to make a bad impression.
Kyle had rang the doorbell and two servants had arrived and opened the door. He had told them who he was and they had been expecting him. Kyle looked around and he was impressed with everything. It had a dark gothic look to it and he didn't mind it. They took him inside and up to one of the guest rooms. He rolled his back through the hallways and up the stairs and too the room. The Servants showed him where everything was before like the bathroom and such. Kyle decided to start to unpack.
He didn't know how long he was staying for or if he was going to be staying the whole break. He knew he had to go and see Lisbet for a little for Christmas since she was his family. But, who knows he might have fun here and just stay the whole time. He finally finished putting his clothes away in the drawers and put Cayden's Christmas present in one of them so Cayden couldn't find it. Kyle went to go lay on the big bed and he let out a sigh. He couldn't get his mind off of the other night when they got drunk. What were these feelings he was starting to feel? He couldn't get his mind off of the boy.
WORDS ! Enough?
OUTFIT ! CLICK
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
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Post by Cayden Stark on Sept 1, 2012 14:54:52 GMT -5
I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse
I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man with a conscience
Cayden stood in the hallway for a long moment...trying to get enough courage to open the door into the guest room. He was excited to see him...and thrilled he had actually taken his offer to spend Christmas with him. He couldn't seem to think about anything but Kyle lately and he wasn't sure why or what to do about it...he knew of course that Kyle was straight but many people thought he was straight as well and he was bisexual...a sick self torturing side of him hoped that there was some possibility that he was into him to...but he knew there was probably no chance of it.
He took a deep breath and knocked on the door, Kyle...you uh...in there? He called softly through the door...He waited for a moment with his heart racing with both anxiety and excitement.
I fight to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man that isn't me |
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Post by Kyle O'lot on Sept 2, 2012 3:19:54 GMT -5
SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD• to believe there's someone else who could be •JUST AS MESSED UP AS MEKyle was looking up at the ceiling from the bed and sighed rolling over on his stomach and groaned and pulled his hood up and buried his head in the pillow. Kyle let out a scream into it and it was a small frustration he just didn't know what to do. Cayden was all on his mind which he didn't really mind. It was just different feeling these weird feelings he never felt before. Especially from it being a guy? Kyle was never the type to think he was Bi or could be change bi? But, he was perfectly straight he had never done any type of thing with a boy ever nor kiss him. This was all new to him. What was he supposed to say to Cayden. Uhh dude? Yeah I like you? No he wouldn't, he thought Cayden was straight too.
Why did that night have to happen? He thought and sighed into it. All of the sudden he heard knocking and he had sat up and looked towards the door. "Um, yeah hold on one minute."Kyle said and scrambled to the mirror and fixed his hair really quick and put on some cologne. He made his way back tripping over his suit case that had been on the floor not paying any attention and made a aloud sound as he had fallen. "Shit, fuck, damnit." He said as he fell and got up quick and jumped on the bed kicking his shoes off and grabbed his one dark arts book off of the nightstand and opened it and started to read it.
"You can come in." He said a bit nervously. His stomach felt like it was twisting and turning inside. He didn't know what to do at all. He couldn't concentrate reading the book at all and act serious but, he tried too. He looked towards the door whenever it would open and he would see Cayden. He closed his eyes taking a deep breath and opening them and waited.
TAGGED ! Cayden?
WORDS ! Enough?
OUTFIT ! CLICK
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! blah blah
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Post by Cayden Stark on Sept 5, 2012 12:25:31 GMT -5
I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse
I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man with a conscience
Cayden could hear him fumbling around after he called out that he needed a second and he couldn't help but bite his lip nervously in anxiety towards the moment he would soon open the door. He wasn't sure why but Kyle always made him really nervous. He really couldn't help it but everytime he even heard Kyle speak...he felt goosebumps and desires running through him. He could hear a loud noice and he raised his eyebrow in confusion as he heard Kyle let out a serious of cuss words. He frowned. What in the hell is he doing? He asked himself as he heard him call to come in.
He opened the door hesitantly and stepped in side. He raised his eyebrow at the figure of Kyle reading a dark art book quietly. He smirked at him, A bit of light reading? I suppose you should turn the book around...I have been told that reading is much easier when the book is not upside down. He teased with a wink as he sat down beside him...It was kinda obvious that he wasn't really reading, which kinda made him wonder what he had really been up to a few seconds before he had knocked. How have you been? The journey here was okay I hope? He asked him. He looked into his eyes for a long moment, Close your eyes...I have a present for you. He told him as he flicked his wand at his palm and whispered a small spell under his breathe. A large wrapped box appeared in his hand and he had to raise his other hand to keep it in his arms. He smiled and whispered, It's nothing special.... He said waiting for him to open it.
As he opened it he grinned nervously...staring at the the present with hopeful eyes...he wasn't sure if he would like it...but he thought it looked pretty cool.
I fight to find myself this time
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Post by Kyle O'lot on Sept 5, 2012 20:17:38 GMT -5
SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD• to believe there's someone else who could be •JUST AS MESSED UP AS MEKyle had been lying in the bed with the book in his hands as he glanced towards the door when Cayden had opened up the door. He pretended to look like he was reading. What he didn't realize was the book had been upside down until after Cayden had said something. He chuckled a little bit shaking his head and putting his book down on the night stand next to the bed. He had sat up and looked at Cayden and gave him a soft smile. He tilted his head slightly, and looked at Cayden curiously for a moment. He wandered what Cayden was thinking and was wondering if he was thinking the same thing he was. He sighed to himself as he listened to him speak.
"My arrival here was pretty good. I'm pretty much settled in. I just arrived not to long ago." He said and nodded towards Cayden. "Thanks for the invite dude." He had told Cayden. It was weird with them being this close as friends now. Something told Kyle that this was going to be something more than just a friend ship but, he didn't know what to say to him or how to even bring it up."Cay, you didn't have to get me anything."He said looking into Cayden's eyes when he did for a moment. He snapped out of it and shut his eyes as he was told too.
Kyle had opened up his eyes and saw the big box and wondered what had been in it. He was surprised at the thought and hoped Cayden liked a few of his presents that he got him. It was so hard trying to figure out what to get him but, hopefully the one present that he got him he would love also. Kyle took the present from Cayden as he opened his eyes back up and started to unwrap it. He was excited when he had seen what it was. "Omg Cay!, you...I..." He felt like he was going to faint. He was lost with words. He finished unwrapping it and looked at it with a big smile. "Thanks Cay dude I love this you have know idea. I can't believe you got this for me. It's so freaking awesome!" He had told him and gave him a hug.
"Oh I have something for you also, I was going to wait till Christmas day to give you this one but, since you gave me something early." He said with a smile and put down the guitar on the bed carefully and went over to the one drawer and grabbed a box that had Alesana backstage pass in it and a concert ticket. Kyle had the other ones since he'd figure they both could go together after Christmas. There was also a t-shirt signed by the band also that Kyle had got for him. He walked over back to the bed and handed Cayden his present. "You'll get the rest of your presents on Christmas day. This one is just kind of small." He said and smiled at him nervously waiting for him to open it.
TAGGED ! Cayden?
WORDS ! Enough?
OUTFIT ! CLICK
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! blah blah
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Post by Cayden Stark on Sept 11, 2012 2:20:36 GMT -5
I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse
I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man with a conscience
Cayden smiled at him as he said his arrival was good. He was happy to hear that he had made himself at home already even though he had arrived not long ago. He smiled as he said he didn't have to get him anything...sure he didn't have to, but he wanted to.
As his face lit up and he hugged him he grinned. For a second he didn't even want to let go of him and he wasn't quite sure why but he felt to good in his arms...he held the hug for a long moment...concentrating on the way he felt in his arms...the way his heart beating through his chest against him. It made him really nervous. He let go of him so he could look over the guitar more and then watched as Kyle sat the guitar on the bed and came back with a small box in his hand, Wha...oh wow...how did you? He stumbled on his words as he opened the box...he smiled brightly and without thought leaned forward quickly and pressed his lips against Kyle's. He wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him towards him...closer to deepen the kiss...sure what he was doing would probably get him punched as soon as Kyle came out of shock but he didn't care...his skin felt too good against his and his lips tasted to amazing to dare to pull away. He leaned them back as they kissed so that Kyle was pressed on top of him and continued to kiss him, taking only a few moments to bite his bottom lip before kissing him deeper...As his mind finally caught up with his lips...he pulled away and sat back up...Looking away from Kyle as his hair turned colors: brown to red to black to purple to pink to green to red to white to silver and stopping at a brilliant shade of light blue with silver highlights. His normally blue eyes were violet as he turned to look back at him, I'm sorry...I don't know why I did that. He told him with a nervous grin.
I fight to find myself this time
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Post by Kyle O'lot on Sept 13, 2012 19:29:31 GMT -5
Kyle smiled brightly whenever Cayden had opened up his gift. He was thrilled that he loved it. He looked at Cayden and smirked. "Well I know a few people." He said. The next thing Kyle wasn't expecting what Cayden was going to do. Kyle had felt Cayden's lips up against his. They felt so soft when Cayden had pulled him closer. The boy was in complete shock and he froze as he had let Cayden kiss him. Kyle wrapped his arms around Cayden's neck as he started to get lost in the moment. Kyle closed his eyes and started to kiss him back deeper as well. He groaned softly when Cayden had bit his lip. Kyle's hand went down Cayden's back softly when he pulled him on top of him. Kyle frowned a little bit when Cayden had pulled away. He let go and held himself up on top of Cayden looking at him sitting back. "What the hell dude?" Kyle said wiping his mouth a little and he looked at Cayden as his hair started to change colors.
Kyle didn't know what he was feeling inside. He was really confused. A part of him wanted to kiss him back then the other part just wanted to punch him in the face. Was Cayden bi? He thought to himself tilting his head looking at Cayden."It's fine, I well ever since that night I kind of started to like you I mean. I mean more than a friend like you."He said nervously and his hands were practically shaky. Kyle leaned in to him and kiss him again and pull Cayden on top of him even though Kyle didn't really know what he was doing since he never had been with a guy before. |
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Post by Cayden Stark on Sept 15, 2012 17:01:43 GMT -5
I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse
I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man with a conscience
Cayden looked into his eyes for a long moment, Wha... He whispered as he looked into Kyle's eyes, Oh that... Metamorphagus remember? He said shyly, I lose control of it...sometimes when I...well never mind that. He told him.
He looked at him as he said he like him in a shaky nervous voice. He bit his lip and was about to say something when Kyle's lips found his own...this time taking the lead in this new thing between them. He let himself be pulled on to him. He felt his body tremble from the way he felt underneath him and by the way he kissed him. His lips pressed back against his...intensifying against his lips as he let his hand wander across Kyle's chest. He felt his body shutter again as he let his lips wander from Kyle's to Kyle's neck...gently...his light blue colored hair fell into his eyes and he pushed it away as his lips met Kyle's once again. He moaned slightly as he kissed him deeply.
He kissed him for a long moment before finally pulling apart again, I like you too Kyle... He told him as he rested his forehead against his shoulder.
I fight to find myself this time
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Post by Kyle O'lot on Sept 17, 2012 21:42:36 GMT -5
SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD• to believe there's someone else who could be •JUST AS MESSED UP AS MEKyle looked at Cayden oddly and starred into his eyes also when he had mentioned he was a metamorphagus. “Oh yeah right, sorry I forgot.” He said and blinked a few times just out of nerves and bit his lip. He had that sick feeling in his stomach again and felt his hands shaking. He was never like this around girls. So why is this any different? He had thought to his self. His mind wandered off for a few minutes. “Nevermind what?” He asked him curiously. He kind of wanted to know.“You know you can tell me anything Cay.” He said as he pulled Cayden on top of him.
He looked at Cayden in the eye's before he kissed him and pushed a strand of his hair back out of the way. Cayden was so hot and when they kissed it was an amazing feeling. He kissed him deeper and bit his lip playfully in between. The kiss intensified and Kyle's hands wondered towards Cayden's pants. He played with a belt loop for a little as they both had gotten more and more into it. Kyle groaned softly as Cayden started to kiss Kyle from his lips to his neck. He tilted his head to the side a little to let Cayden have more room and his hair wasn't in the way.
Kyle frowned when he pulled apart but, a smile came from his face when Cayden had said that he liked him too. As Cayden had rested his forehead against his shoulder Kyle felt comfort in Cayden. He wrapped his arms around Cayden and softly kissed him on the cheek. He was finally happy and he didn't care what anyone else would think of the two together. “What do we do now? I mean I've never really been with a boy ever. This is my first time and I have no idea what I'm doing.” He told him honestly.
TAGGED ! Cayden?
WORDS ! Enough?
OUTFIT ! CLICK
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
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Post by Cayden Stark on Sept 18, 2012 22:01:23 GMT -5
I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse
I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Save yourself for a man with a conscience
Cayden shrugged to let him know that it was alright that he forgot he was a Metamorphagus...it wasn't like he displayed it to everyone anyways. He bit his lip slightly in thought as he asked what he meant by never mind. He wasn't sure if he should say anything...but he was going to try to at least...I well..Sometimes I lose control of my emotions...and stuff like that happens. Like just now...I guess I lost control of my hormones. He said shrugging slightly.
He stared down at Kyle as he was pulled back on top of him and he couldn't help but give him a curious smile. He felt so good beneath him...he bit his lip slightly.
Cayden laughed slightly, Well..it no different than being with a girl really...sure there is different...aspects but the same principles. He said with a wink. He put an arm around his shoulder as well and pulled him close for a hug, The question is...do we take this fast....or do we take our time? He said playfully running a hand up Kyle's thigh with a smirk. He, himself could wait...but it wasn't like he wanted to...his body was telling him to do much different things...things he was various curious to try out, What do you say Kyle...it's all on you. He cocked an eyebrow as he bit his lip in anticipation of Kyle's decision.
I fight to find myself this time
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Post by Kyle O'lot on Sept 25, 2012 20:48:47 GMT -5
Kyle looked at Cayden and looked him over as his hair changed. It was rather a turn on for the boy. He was getting more and more attracted to him by the minute. Kyle took a breath and smelled his sent and he smelt so good. He let his hands slide up Cayden’s side as he had pulled him towards him. Cayden’s skin was so smooth.“I can see that.” He said with a slight smirked and ran a hand thru Cayden’s hair and rested his hand on his back softly.
He listened to Cayden explain that it was no different than being with a girl. “I guess you are right.” He said softly and snuggled into Cayden. He felt protected when he was close to him like nothing in the world could go wrong when Kyle had been by his side. He was just afraid to get hurt again or someone hurting the one he loved because, that seemed to happen a lot lately.
He looked up at Cayden and half smiled when he asked if they would take this fast or slow. He groaned softly when Cayden ran a hand up Kyle’s thigh and he shivered. Cayden started to turn him on even more when he did that. He pulled Cayden close on top of him and started to kiss him and then slip Cayden’s shirt off. Fadeout xoxox |
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