Just how much this, hurts me. Just how much you...

[Astryd Lynn Kaiser]

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.



There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.

I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.

Astryd Lynn Kaiser had finally managed to get something she always desired but never seemed capable of gaining...a friend. She really was getting close to her and even though their friendship would be frowned upon by the entire school, she really didn't care. She was the best friend a girl could have and the only one that had was amazing enough to give her a chance. Kirille was a muggleborn...but Astryd didn't even think about it when they were hanging out. She was fun to be around and fun to talk to. There was nothing more than she wanted than a true friend. She watched her friend go into the Enkelt Kanin Common Room with a sad smile...She missed her already...she had a feeling that if she was actually allowed into the school's original houses that she would also be in Isbjorn. It was sad she wasn't..they could spend a lot of time together, slumber parties and late night movies....but it wasn't allowed. The Muggle-born children had to stay separated at night....

Astryd walked along the tree line for a while....quietly just thinking to herself...she'd need to return to Ultrolige Kamre house soonish...but she really didn't feel like hanging out with the rest of the Prefects and the Head boy and Girl. Not that it would be 'hanging out'...they tended to pretend she didn't exist....Astryd was a half-blood...and her parent's were Aurors...amazing ones at that...her father who was a 'mudblood' easily made others look weak. Astryd kinda wished she was as awesome as her parents...but she would never involve herself in a career with so much violence...She wanted to be a Herbology Professor some day...

Her eyes caught sight of something moving near the lower branches of the trees....she tried to concentrate on the object, afraid of what it could be....it was large, with long black hair and black glowing eyes....its ears were pulled back and it was watching her...she took a step back in fear...it couldn't be the grim could it? She tripped backwards over her own feet and fell to her butt on the cold ground...She jumped to her feet quickly and looked back at the spot where he stood...but he was gone as if he had never stood foot there...

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear, here and make me REAL.

[Artemis Regimus]

Classes were boring, not having Adele to spend time with sucked, and he was just getting to know Dylan, so there wasn't much to do there. So last resort? Hanging out with Cayden, the troublesome duo. They had plenty of classes together, and plus they were in the same house, and with Cayden being head boy, getting out of trouble was quite simple. He walked out of one of his classes and talked with him joking around. "Why is there nothing fun to ever do here, comon Cayden think of something for us to do!" He looked to him. Artemis was always known to get bored quite quickly. Normally he would have Adele to keep him company and less bored but that wasn't an option at this point.

They made their way outside still wondering what they could do. Artemis looked to cayden and hit hi shoulder "Dude, lets go pick on some of them Muggleborns, better than anything right?" He laughed a bit at his idea. He didn't hate Muggleborns, but he found them quite fun and easy to pick on. They made their way in the direction of the Enkelt Kanin common room, out on the ground. He walked and spotted someone walking along the tree line. He stopped cayden and pointed at her "Isn't that one of the prefects....a muggleborn sympathizer...maybe we could mess with her a bit. What could go wrong, with you being Head Boy, get us out of trouble easily." He smirked and looked at Cayden hoping he would agree with the idea. He looked back to the girl watching her fall but quickly get back up. She honestly wasn't that bad looking, but he needed to have some fun before he died of complete boredom

[Cayden Stark]

Cayden smirked at Artemis as they walked out of their Dark Arts class together. The class had been interesting today...it consisted of various Egyptian curses that literally ripped the tongue out of your enemies mouth and turned them to dust... They were outlawed in the early fifteen hundreds after a wizard used it on the Norwegian Minister of Magic...Cayden enjoyed the idea of the curse with a grin...and the fact they were able to use it on some muggle prisoners today made him feel very relaxed and happy.I found the lesson quite eventful...though I would prefer using those curses on the damn Mudblood in Enkelt Kanin...did you see the look on some of their faces in class? That should put them in their place...they couldn't even make the curse work at all. Pathetic really... He shrugged at Artemis...the boy was always bored when Adele wasn't around, with her being out of the picture at the moment it was hard to keep him entertained...

Cayden wasn't gonna see Shay tonight...she was visiting her cousin Mikayla or something like that so he also was kinda bored. They eventually made their way out of the Dungeons and outside...The sky was starting to darken from the setting of the sun as Artemis began to speak again..Agreed...I've been dying to use my dark art's spells on someone other than muggle inmates. He looked forward as they continued walking...his dark red school cloak flowing behind him every now and then causing the fallen leaves to stir in brilliant colors...he wasn't wearing school uniforms, he didn't really care for the uniformity in it...he wore a grey t-shirt instead with a v-neck and pale blue jean pants and a new pale of black and lime green DC shoes.

Cayden looked as Artemis pointed out one of the school Prefects near the trees....She was horribly okay with muggleborn rights and he had seen her around the house a lot lately... He watched her fall on her butt as she looked at something in the woods...he tried to see what it could be but he could see into the woods...She would of normally been something Cayden would of been interested in...she had a cute face and was petite and sweet for the most part...but she was a blood traitor, Sounds good to me He said smirking as he walked forward towards the girl with his eyes narrowing, Have a nice fall Ass-tryd. He said with a mocking tone in his voice,Don't you look pretty all covered in dirt...I'm guessing you wanted to fulfill the change from blood traitor to Mudblood, eh? He looked at her with a look of loathing...she was disgusting and he could just feel the mudblood nastiness coming off of her...

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[Astryd Lynn Kaiser]

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.



There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.

I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.

Astryd turned quickly as she heard an all to familar voice mess up her name in a rude way...She glared as she turned around, Do not call me Ass-tryd. It's Astryd Kaiser to you, so get it right Cayden Stark. She said with her chin up to show she wasn't going to stand with his teasing today, it was bad enough they had the same common room since she was a Prefect and he was a head boy...she hated Cayden, he was so rude and mean most of the time...he was cute of course she couldn't deny that, but he was a major asshole. His best friend stood beside him and Astryd couldn't help but glance at him...She had always found him very attractive but he was best friend's with Cayden and she couldn't seem to believe he would be any nicer...besides he was always on the arms of that way to girl Adele...she was way to pretty, Astryd was starting to believe she was part veela or something...She rolled her eyes at Cayden as he continued his rude replies...I would rather be a blood traitor than someone as vile and hateful as you Cayden Stark...You are the disgusting one. She glared at both of them, Do you want something or are you just going to continue to waste my time?

She thought she could hear the flutter of wings above her...so for a second she looked up but saw nothing but the night sky falling...it was getting late...she needed to go home.

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear, here and make me REAL.