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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Oct 25, 2012 8:22:40 GMT -5
 --------------------------Sophie was glad the holidays were over. She enjoyed them, that’s for sure, but she was glad to be busy again with school and potions. She was home too long thinking and spending too much time moping around over Kastiel. This wasn’t like her. She always got over a guy in no time. There were plenty others out there, and plenty of power to lie to get to. Once she was back in the castle and was busy with classes, she felt a little better, if only because she had other things on her mind. Things other than Adryrian’s face over hers. Things other than Kastiel’s magnificent form flying off the tower in the night. Things other than Kastiel’s castle and his room and that damn blanket she liked so much. It was warm! And it smelled like him….stop, Sophie. You’re getting pulled in again.
She put her viles in her bag and stood up from potions class. She had finished hers early and was allowed to leave. She smiled sadly at Adonis before heading out into the castle halls. Although classes were back in session, she hadn’t seen Kastiel as of yet. Sophie was sure he was around; he’d heard other people talking about him. She wasn’t even sure of what she would say if she saw him. It became clearer to her every day that he wasn’t just a boy she’d dated; she’d fallen in love with him, and was having a hard time letting go. She was having a hard time letting go of something she’d never thought she’d have to let go of. She shoved her potions book into her bag while she was walking in the hall. Eventually, she found herself in the prefect dorms. Sophie sat down on the couch, allowing herself to fall over and lay down. Closing her eyes, she imagined that she’d never met Kastiel. Maybe then, she wouldn’t have allowed herself to be succumbed to the pain of being in love. What an atrocity! Severus would be so disappointed…
[/font] [/size] [/center] Word Count: 339
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration:Idk…Harry Potter?
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Oct 26, 2012 10:09:39 GMT -5
 Kastiel had spent the 'holidays' in the other world with his father. Holidays were never really special to him. He wasn't human so he really didn't get the point. He just enjoyed the fact he got time off from the human and wizarding world. He really wanted to stay there. He didn't want to go back, but here he was...he walked down to the dungeons quietly. He had been enjoying time with the a few of the demons down there...he felt at home down there...with them he could forget things...or at least try to...
As he reached the common room, he stopped...he wasn't sure he wanted to enter the prefect's common room...he didn't want to see her...or Unwyn...the sex with Unwyn would of been good...if he had meant it to do it then he would of enjoyed it...sure he gave him his all and they both enjoyed it...but Kastiel had felt like he was dying while they....he pushed the door open and pushed away his thoughts...his mouth dropped a little as he noticed the person sitting in the room. He hurried past her...hoping she would see him...hoping she wouldn't follow him up the stairs...he reached the top of the stairs before he heard footsteps behind him... |
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Oct 26, 2012 11:34:14 GMT -5
--------------------------ISophie saw and heard Kastiel walk into the common room. She was laying down, so watching him walk up the stairs was difficult, but he was there nonetheless. When he started up the steps, she had no choice but to follow him. Her heart just pulled her toward him. Once he was out of view, she got up and walked to the bottom of the staircase, looking up at his form walking up the stairs to his room. ”Kastiel,” she said quietly, looking up at him. She didn’t expect to be so drawn to him. After what she’d done, she felt like maybe he wouldn’t even turn around and look at her, but even just his shadow in the darkness was wonderful. After saying his name, Sophie didn’t know what else to say. She just knew that she had to say something to him so he’d know she noticed him. Looking at the back of him, images of his wings and his magnificence came flooding to her mind. She took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. He was there! HE was right there! So close, yet so far.
Word Count: 192
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration:Boredom?
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Oct 27, 2012 7:27:33 GMT -5
Kastiel turned his head in the direction of her voice. He stared at her for a long moment with a dark look of pain in his eyes as his eyes locked on hers...He looked at the ceiling for a moment to break eye contact...biting all the thoughts and words boiling inside of him... he was still so angry...yet he was still in love with her...He looked back into her eyes and frowned, Did you need something Sophie Snape? He asked formally...the way he addressed her got under his own skin...he felt so broken bu the formality of it...he wanted to call her Soph...baby...love....darling...anything but acting formal and detached but he wouldn't let her know it...he couldn't...
He wanted to run up the stairs and lock himself in his room...away from her and the emotions inside of him as he looked at her...her presence brought him such sadness. He inwardly sighed...so long had he wanted to see her again...wanted to see her and be able to confirm to himself that he didn't love her and that she was nothing to him...but just looking at him he knew...he would always love her and she meant the world too him... |
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Oct 27, 2012 10:08:36 GMT -5
--------------------------Sophie looked up at Kastiel will sad eyes. Yes, he should be mad. He had every right to be mad, to hate her, to never want to be around her again. So why was she even still here? WHy was she standing there, looking at him in the darkness like she had something to say? Sophie had no idea waht to say next. I need a lot of things, she wanted tos ay. She wanted to tell him she wanted him, wanted him to hold her, to love her, to talk to her. It had been months since they'd actually had a conversation. What did she need? She had to say something to him.
Um, I-I... She stared at him for a moment before continuing. She didn't know what to say, how to continue. Um...I-I lost my wand. Well, because I never use it, and I got pissed and threw it. Can you help me look for it?" She asked quietly, looking up at him in the darkness. She had indeed lost her wand, because she threw it, but she wasn't looking for it beforehand. Please? She asked, biting her lip and attemping not to feel any emotions from him. SHe didn't think she would be able to handle feeling his emotions at the moment.
Word Count: IDK
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration:Love!!
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Oct 30, 2012 2:49:04 GMT -5
Kastiel looked away as the sadness in her eyes was obvious. He stared coldly into her eyes as she spoke. His nose wrinkled slightly and his lips thinned as he stared at her. His temper rose slightly, Your stopping me to look for your wand? He stated in disbelief. His eyebrow rose in disgust and he turned his body back in the direction of his room. He took a few more steps up the stairs before looking over his shoulder at her, When you tell me why you really want to stop me from going towards my room will talk...until then don't make up stupid reasons to spend time with me okay? He spat at her before walking forward towards his room again. His gaze caught on Unwyn's room for a moment..and he bit his lip...knowing fully well while the room was vacant at the moment...
He sighed and turned back down the stairs, Fine...where did you leave it? He growled as he met her below.
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Oct 30, 2012 10:27:07 GMT -5
--------------------------Sophie just about died when Kastiel told her to talk to him when she had something to really talk about. Yeah, that she loved him and she was sorry. That’s all she had to say to him. But then he turned around and growled at her, confessing he wos going to help her. She was flustered. She didn’t expect him to actually ask her where she left it. She’d left it in one of the classrooms. She’d thrown it. Sophie knew it wasn’ tin the common room. ”It’s not stuid reasons, Kastiel,”she said, taking hold of his arm an dlooking at him. ”I love you….and not being with you is very nearly tearing me apart.”There. He wanted to know the reasons why she was stopping him from walking away, there it was. She needed him, and needed to talk about what had happened. ”We need to talk.” She said, looking once again into his eyes, missing them, him. She’d started to hear rumors of him sleeping with someone, and although sometimes it was just thoughts and ideas in people’s heads, she did her best to ignore them, never really finding out if it was true. She didn’t want to know. ”I think if you put me into my nightmare, it would be completely different now. I think you’d see some things you didn’t see before,”she whispered, still holding onto his arm. Word Count: 232
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration:Idk. Snape?
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Oct 31, 2012 14:42:18 GMT -5
Kastiel's eyes studied her carefully as she grabbed a hold of his arm. Her words bringing emotion of confusion, love and anger within him that he couldn't really control. He wanted to hurt her...but he just couldn't do it. When she spoke of him sending her into nightmares, his eyes locked on her's, Are you asking me to do that Sophie? He asked curiously, Is there something you want me to see?
He looked into her eyes for a long moment. He wanted to tell her what was on his mind. He wanted to tell her that he loved her too. That she was the only person he wanted to be with...the only one he cared for even now...but he couldn't say a word as he looked into her eyes. He lifted the hand that wasn't held by her grip and lifted his hand to her face. He pressed his hand to her face and cupped it softly as he looked into her eyes...How can I believe that you really love me...after everything? I don't know what there is to talk about...I don't know if their is a way to fix this... He whispered as he let go of her face and let his hand drop back down to his side.
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Oct 31, 2012 16:00:20 GMT -5
--------------------------He didn¡¦t need him to send her into her nightmares, she could do it herself just by trying to get into his head on her own. When he touched her face, she nearly started crying, but crying wasn¡¦t Sophie¡¦s thing. She held it in and just stared at him. His words were true. She did¡¦n tknow if they could fix it either. He whispered to her, letting his hand drop back down. Sophie couldn¡¦t take her eyes off of his features. His face alone caught her gaze and nearly took her breath away. When his hand fell from her face, her eyes followed it to his side. She stepped closer to him, taking both of his wrists in her hands. There has to be a way to fix it, Kastiel. We have to fix this,she said in a whisper, so close to him at the bottom of the stairs. She reached up and kissed him lightly on the lips, then pulled away, looking at him once again. Please? It was always you. You have to know that. This time she let her own hand find his face, and touched him gently, still tingling inside from the kiss, small as it was. [/size][/font][/color] [/center] Word Count: 202
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration: Love?? ļ
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Nov 4, 2012 11:38:37 GMT -5
Kastiel didn't let the nightmares get her as she grabbed a hold of his wrists, though he was surprised he hadn't. He looked into her eyes in shock and didn't move as he stared into her eyes...didn't even bother breathing...or well, pretending to breathe. Her words were mostly lost as she pressed her lips to his..his mouth was to shocked to respond. It was such a small kiss...one he didn't even think to pull away from...her lips felt so natural against his. As she pulled away her words hit him hard in the stomach.
He closed his eyes and bit his lip, Sophie..I don't think I can do this anymore...I mean how can I ever trust you again? How am I suppose to believe you....believe you even love me...after everything that happened how can you possibly think it can be fixed? What are you asking me to do? Just forget everything? He asked with his eye lashes parting and his blue eyes lifting to match her gaze, Life's not that simple Sophie...I don't...I just don't know about this anymore.
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Nov 5, 2012 9:39:16 GMT -5
--------------------------ISophie was caught off guard by his words. The words that told her so completely that he was done with her. That he didn’t love her anymore and that what she’d done was unforgivable. She let her hands fall to her sides, and she backed away from him, staring at his face like he’d slapped her. Tears came unwilling to her eyes and she didn’t know what to do, what to say. Her emotions were too much for her, almost taking her breath away. So what, Kastiel? You’re just going to throw it all away? You’re throwing me away like you would an old cauldron of potion! You’re not even going to try? I don’t want you to forget it, I want you to help me fix us! To help me forgive myself, and for you to forgive me! Why wouldn’t you do that? You just….you don’t loe me anymore?!Sophie yelled at him, hitting him in the chest and then she turned around and slid down the wall to the ground, bringing her knees up to her chest and covering her face with her hands. I thought you loved me. I thought we could work through this, she muttered, looking up at him with a tear stained face. [/font] [/size][/font][/color] [/center] Word Count: 211
For Who: Kastiel.
Inspiration:IDK.
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Nov 9, 2012 12:55:17 GMT -5
Kastiel eyes widened as she spoke. As she slid down the wall his eyes watched her...he felt his heart drop as a tear slid down her cheek. He stared into her eyes in shock...never could he imagine her showing such an emotion..most of the time she didn't seem to have such human emotions....he came down the stairs and met her at the foot of the stairs...he sat on the bottom step, Darling....please don't cry... He whispered...
He sighed and took her hands in his...I do love you...I really do...but your not the only one who made mistakes lately...I was so angry that I made myself no better than what you had done...and now half of me is afraid that we won't make it back....that too much has happened...but I can't deny that I love you...Your the only I have ever...truly loved and no matter what I can't take that back. He murmured.. He put his head on her shoulder, I don't know how to move forward.. I don't know what to do... He whispered as a small red tear fell down his face. He looked back up at her and gave her a weak smile, I love you.
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Post by Sophie Septimius Snape on Nov 13, 2012 9:07:02 GMT -5
--------------------------Suddenly, Sophie had a very sassy remark in her head regarding Kastiel's sudden love for her. Was it just when she cried? Was it just when he seemed to feel guilty that he loved her? He took her hands in hs and put his head on her shoulder. It was so easy with him, to just fall back into the way things should be. Things would be different, maybe in a bad way, maybe not. Maybe they would be more mature this time around.Yes, well, Kastiel, I love you to....we can d this...it will just be...different. Maybe we've both grown. Maybe we'll be better, she said, turning and embracing him, finding that perfect spot between his shoulder and neck for her head to rest.
She couldn't resist the temptation to smell him there in the crook of his neck. He was so familiar to her, so perfect. Please....Kastiel....don't ever leave me like that again. I need you to look at me and tell me you forgive me. I need you....to tell me that. He'd seen her nightmares. This was like a living one. KNowing she'd let him down, reliving the words he'd said to her that night. It was all a nightmare, a fear of hers that she never intended on voicing. She couldn't let down the men in her life, and Kastiel seemed to be making her push those buttons in order to bring herself down. She had to get a hold of herself; her emotions were too much, and Severus would be so upset with her, she was sure. She couldn't let down Adonis; he was like a rolemodel of sorts, and Kastiel....she needed him to be the first to forgive her....
[/size][/font][/color] [/center] Word Count: IDK
For Who: Kastiel
Inspiration:Sleepiness.....
Lyrics: Eyes Set to Kill- Where We Started
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Nov 20, 2012 8:17:53 GMT -5
Kastiel looked into her eyes for a long silent moment in thought. Could he trust her....could he honestly believe in himself to trust her? He wasn't sure if he could....he wasn't even sure if he should trust her...his mind was so conflicted as he looked into her eyes. He pressed his hand against her cheek and sighed.
He took a moment to think some more and finally pressed his forehead against hers, It's not in my nature to trust...and with what has happened how can I even try?...If you want me to forgive you...you are going to need to do more than just say I can trust you..you need to give your self to me... He said firmly before kissing her lightly on the lips...If you want to be together then its all or nothing...because honestly...I can't do this again. If you want me to forgive you...bind your soul to mine...it's the only way I can trust you...the only way I can be sure that if I can't have you...No one will. He said with fire sparkling in his eyes as the jealousy of his fairy side shown through...He put his hand over her mouth, I'll tell you what...don't answer now..meet me tomorrow...I have something to do in the morning...but in the afternoon meet me on the lawns...I'll plan a special date for us...and you can tell me then okay? He said as he kissed her lips and walked quickly past her up the stairs...
He wanted her to think about her decision...in the afternoon...their lives could change...
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Post by Kastiel Sorin Savage on Nov 20, 2012 16:36:02 GMT -5
OOC: I have something awesome planned  Start the next thread and make sure to make her wear something pretty, preferably in black or red! |
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Start the next thread and make sure to make her wear something pretty, preferably in black or red!