I stopped your heart from beating...

[Killean Neko Savage]

Neko felt his mind shift from sweet dreams of an Australian beach and Aydin underneath him to alert all of a sudden. He wasn't sure why his dreams of the first weekend with Aydin had been interrupted but it had to be for some reason...He listened carefully to the room around him, not opening his eyes quite yet as he took it all in. The room was silent...this unsettled him slightly. Did Aydin get up to head to the bathroom? Quidditch Practice? He opened his eyes and sat up to look around the room. Aydin's red and black Quidditch robes were laying across the chair still folded from where Neko had left them for him after doing some laundry for them both...He frowned slightly...he hadn't heard the door open for him to leave? His cat like eyes scanned the room with awareness as the unknown bewildered him for a long moment.

He bit his lip as his eyes finally went to the bed beside him...afraid of what he would see. His eyes widened as he noticed Aydin still there...on his side facing away but still in the bed with him...he hadn't heard his heart beating...nor his breathing...He felt panic fill him as he stared at him in terror...he reached out and put two finger tips to his throat to check for pulse and was only greeted with nothingness. AYDIN!! He said shaking him slightly with an arm before pulling him in his arms...he felt blood red tears fall down his face, What have I done? He said out loud...wondering if he had murdered the love of his being in his sleep.., Please...please wake up.. He wept in Aydin's shoulder as he held him.

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin had been sleeping peacefully beside Neko for what was probably several hours but he really had no way of knowing how long it had actually been. He had been dreaming of many different things, but of course Neko was the main focus of his dreams and always was and this always made him sleep peacefully, whether they slept together or not…but they almost always did so that wasn’t a large concern.

It was a well-known fact that Aydin slept like a rock. His parents always told him that the world could end around him and he wouldn’t notice a thing until he woke up the next morning when he woke up on his own. Tonight wasn’t any different. During his dream, he thought he heard a voice, far off in the distance calling his name. The voice was accompanied by the slight feeling of being shaken slightly…but he just brushed it off as he was in a dream and awkward things tended to happen in dreams. It wasn’t until he felt himself being moved again and the voice getting closer to him that he actually thought someone might probably be trying to wake him up. But why would someone be trying to wake him up? It was the middle of the night…surely Neko was sleeping…he would be the only person who might need to wake him. Finally, the last time he heard the voice, he indeed recognized the voice as Neko’s and he sounded very distressed. Had something happened? And was this actually happening or was it just a dream?

His eyes popped open as he finally willed himself awake only to notice that he was in Neko’s arms and Neko was…crying into his shoulder. [orange]Hey what’s wrong? Did I miss something? Did someone die? [/orange] He asked curiously, trying to piece together why Neko would be crying in the middle of the night while still partially asleep.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Neko continued to cry into Aydin's shoulder...completely oblivious to Aydin's eyes opening. As he heard him speak he whimpered slightly in fear that his mind was playing tricks on him to taunt him all the more at such a terrifying matter. As the voice asked two more question's Neko pulled back to look into Aydin's now open eyes in horror, Aydin...Oh wow...what..Oh...shit..Really? No...that makes since... He muttered to himself as he stared into his eyes for a long moment...tears continued to fall down his face..though they turned to happy ones. He leaned forward and kissed Aydin's face...staining him in a few places as he laid relieved kisses on him...he finally realized after holding him tightly for a minute that Aydin had asked questions of him...He blinked the tears out of his mind and then whispered, Aydin..you died my love..your dead.He said weakly as he stared into his eyes..he wasn't sure how Aydin would take the news so he was quiet for a long moment until the information was digested in his head..Your...not breathing Aydin...nor do you have a pulse..You have made the change my love... He whispered..he could the the vibrations coming off of Aydin that were so different than before...power, wild untamed power now vibrated on his skin...he could feel his own power within him stirring excitedly...his mate had made the change.

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

It took Neko awhile to notice that Aydin had woken up. Even after he started talking to him, it was like Neko didn’t actually believe he was talking to him or something…or just chose to ignore him but he really didn’t think that was the case. Finally, as Neko noticed Aydin was not dead, it seemed to take him a moment to process what was going on and he just stared into his eyes as he muttered things that didn’t really make sense to Aydin at all. He was still crying, but the tears that were falling were eventually accompanied by what looked like small smile which made Aydin happy, but all the while he was still very very confused. After being kissed repeatedly all over the face, surely getting bloody tears all over but Aydin really didn’t mind, his Neko decided to answer his questions, which was a relief because at this point he was literally the most confused as he had ever been in his life.

Well, that was until Neko answered his question. [orange]Wait…dead? How did I die? Am I a ghost? [/orange] He sat up so that he was no longer leaning in Neko’s arms, mostly so he could wake up a bit more and be a little more comprehensive of the situation at hand. He was still partially asleep so none of this was really making sense at all. As Neko explained further, that he wasn’t breathing, nor did he have a pulse, he was still thoroughly confused to the point where he actually had to check for himself, putting a hand over his heart for a moment. He felt nothing. Then he took two fingers and placed them at his throat and felt for a moment. Still nothing. Then he realized that this whole time he hadn’t been breathing and when Neko told him he had made the change…it finally started to make sense. Well, a little bit of sense.[orange]Wait…so…what? [/orange]He asked, still not comprehending what was going on even in the least bit.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Neko watched Aydin as he sat up and seemed try to make since of everything. He kept his eyes locked on his...wondering how horrible the blood stains on his face looked but didn't glance away for even a second as his love spoke. He tilted his head slightly, Sweetie...You made the change...your not a ghost. You're a demon sweetheart. He told him with a small smile as he watched him check his pulse as he spoke. He bit his lip slightly, You don't have a pulse anymore...your not alive in the sense that you were before...your body is superior... you no longer need such mortal things such as oxygen...You're like me love...now we will be together forever. He told him with a gentle voice...his Australian accent sounds honey like as he spoke. He reached out and touched Aydin's face with his finger tips...feeling the excitement of electricity in the touch of his skin against his...alluring him with the most exotic sensation that he couldn't help but drop his jaw as he stared into his eyes.

He was bewildered by this...sure, he had sex with other beings...but not demons...the only other demon he had ever touched before was his father...and well it was his father...and felt nothing like this... he felt a nervous excitement within him...but he wasn't sure why...he bottled it all down for now..., Are you gonna be okay?

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

It was hard for Aydin to believe what Neko was telling him. Was he really no longer living? Sure, he wasn’t dead or a ghost like he originally thought, but in all seriousness, he wasn’t alive. It shocked him that he didn’t have a pulse or a heartbeat, and that he never would again but he had known he was going to be a demon for quite some time now. It was all just a shock that it happened so suddenly. Aydin really didn’t know what he was expecting; perhaps a gradual change over several months but suddenly waking up to a complete change definitely wasn’t on his list of things he had considered.

He really didn’t say much after Neko told him that he had made the change; just listened when he spoke again, nodding when he said they would be together forever. It wasn’t that that wasn’t a big thing for him; he was completely ecstatic that he and Neko would officially be together forever. It was that this whole thing was a lot to take in. As Neko gently touched his cheek with his finger, he broke out of the slight trance he was in and caught his gaze for the first time in a while. There was just something about the way it felt when Neko touched him…it was an amazing sensation that he had never felt before. Like, now he could feel all the power Neko had inside of him and Aydin was sure that he now had the same power inside of himself. It was crazy to think about, that finally after all this time, they were the same. When Neko asked him if he was ok, he finally regained the ability to speak. [orange]Yeah, I’m gonna be fine. Its…just a lot to take in you know? [/orange] He said with a sigh before scooting closer to him again. [orange]There is something I want to test out though…really quick…[/orange]He said in a whisper before leaning forward and kissing Neko gently on the lips. If just touching Neko felt significantly different in an amazingly good way, he wondered what kind of new feelings would come from something as intimate as the way they kissed.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Neko nodded slightly,I could imagine it being a lot to take in...I think it was a lot for me to take in as well...though I can't for the life of me remember what it had been like to be human. He said with a thoughtful shrug, Though touching you...these sensations as my skin touches you...are all new to me as well.. He said looking back into Aydin's eyes. He leaned forward slightly as Aydin moved closer to him and met Aydin's lips with a smile as he kissed him.

Neko felt the veins within his body shiver as he kissed him...the nightmares inside of him warming his body as they kissed...a sensation of tingling going down his spine that he had never felt before...He leaned his body against Aydin...his bear chest against Aydin's to feel even more skin contact... electricity tingled though his chest as he made contact...He couldn't help but pull Aydin into him...pulling him on top him as they kissed. His insides felt like a magical hurricane of desires that he didn't want to stop and he barely could even think of anything less than kissing Aydin at the moment...it all felt way to good...He wrapped his legs around Aydin's waist as they kissed...running his hands through Aydin's hair and shivering at the touch of his hair on his finger tips...

He didn't want to pull away from him..but he also didn't want to overwhelm him on his first night of being reborn, So...did that uh, answer your question. He said very weakly as he leaned his back into the pillow to calm him senses down.

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin listened as Neko told him that he understood what he was going through although he did wonder what Neko was like when he was human. [orange]How long ago was that…you know…when you made the change? [/orange] He asked curiously, cocking his head to the side slightly. If he couldn’t remember what it had been like to be human at all, it must have been a long time ago. He was surprised to hear that the sensations that he was feeling…the tingling feeling every time he made contact with Neko’s skin that he hadn’t felt before was something that was new to Neko as well. At least there was something that was new to both of them that they could experience together.

As Aydin leaned forward to kiss Neko, Neko met him half way like he almost always did and the amazing sensation that occurred when he brushed against his skin was back, but intensified to a degree that it was almost too much to handle. As Neko pulled him closer to him, their bare chests touched and it was like nothing he had ever experienced, ever. It was amazing, but overwhelmingly intense to the point where he didn’t know whether he wanted to stop or keep going. Of course he wanted to keep this feeling going for as long as he possibly could, but he felt so much power and electricity going through him that he thought his body might explode if he was subjected to any more of it. As Neko pulled Aydin on top of him and wrapped his legs around his waist, Aydin felt an overwhelming desire to push this further, to see what everything was like with this new sensation coming from touch…even the most simple ones. But after what could have been eternity for all he knew Neko pulled away. Aydin took a deep breath, not because he had to but because of years and years of habit. What had just happened was so much to process that in his mind he needed that deep breath just to calm himself down, although he didn’t know how he was ever going to get used to so many feelings and sensations all at once. [orange]Yeah…that…was definitely…an answer…[/orange] He said with a smirk, trying to gather his thoughts together.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Neko sighed...I have never breathed like humans do...I think when I was younger my muggle mom tried to her best to make me seen human...but I've never been human...not really. I know i gave some of our relatives quite the scare several times when I stayed within the water to long and they thought I had drowned....of course...I couldn't drown if I spent the next fifty years under water...my heart...was the only thing that really connected to my body....and the more I think about it, I realize how lucky you are that your heart went peacefully...the last time my heart beat was when the mermaids drowned my mother in the Ocean...I had screamed so loudly that my heart had raced so hard that it stop very sharply and painfully in my chest...my death...had been painful... He whispered as he looked away, Not as painful as the feeling of never seeing my mother again... He could feel the red tears slip down his face but he didn't bother to stop them...

He looked up into his eyes as he spoke, I love you. He whispered up at him, I'm so happy...we can be together forever now...I don't even know how to describe my happiness.

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin listened to Neko’s story quietly, not saying anything at all during it and just letting him get everything he had to say off of his chest. It was interesting to hear that he had never been completely normal as humans see normal, never breathing or anything even as a small child. It really must have been a shock to those who knew him back then to see him not breathing but Aydin’s mind couldn’t help but wander to how the doctors reacted to a baby being born who didn’t breathe. They must have thought him some sort of medical anomaly back then. It made him really sad to hear about how his heart died though. To hear about the one he loved, going through that type of pain and suffering…it was, well, heartbreaking. Well, it would have been if he had a working heart that would break. What did happen though was that he felt his eyes becoming damp, which was weird because he almost never cried. But when he looked over at Neko and saw the blood red tears falling from his eyes again, he couldn’t help but reach over and wipe them away. As he did this, he felt a couple stray tears fall from his own eyes and he couldn’t help but wonder if his own tears were bloody like Neko’s or if they were the same as they used to be. He was too afraid to check however and just let the random couple tears roll down his cheeks and ignored them. [orange]I’m so so sorry about what you’ve gone through my love…[/orange]He finally said as Neko finished speaking. He reached over and took Neko in his arms, holding him so that his head was resting on his chest and began running his fingers through his hair. [orange]I love you too…and nothing makes me happier than the fact that we’ll finally be able to be together forever. And no matter what happens…I will love you until the end of time. [/orange] He said with a small smile, kissing the top of his head.