But, I need that book....(Eliza.... open..)

[Lindzy Vierra]

Lindzy had buried herself in the library the last few a days after she had gotten back. She was up all night studying and she couldn’t sleep. It was early morning and she had like a million books out laying all over the table she had been sitting at. She didn’t know when she dosed off. She had started to dream about the competition and what might be expected. She had her head practically laying on a book and a book in her lap and her wand in her left hand that was resting on the table, and her head laying on it.

She felt one of the books fall on the floor as some random kid walked passed her throwing it on the floor just for jokes. She sat straight up as she wiped her droll from her mouth. ”I’m up.” She said and yawned a little just falling back asleep on her book laying her head back down. She groaned and pulled her hood over her head and fell back asleep. She didn’t feel like moving or getting up. She hadn’t had the energy too.

[Eliza Vierra]

It was early in the morning, like way earlier than Eliza would normally have been up but if there was anything that could get her out of bed at such an ungodly hour, it was her sister. Eliza wasn’t ‘nice’ by anyone’s definition but when it came to how much she loved and cared for her sister, she was different. As was everyone else in the school, she was completely surprised that Lindzy got chosen to be in the Durmstrang Crown competition thing but being the nice caring sister she was, she was going to help her out in any way that she could.

Shuffling down to the library in her sweat pants and hoodie, she yawned as she entered and looked quickly around for Lindzy. There really weren’t many people there, and she suspected that the mass of hoodie on the desk with a person underneath it was her sister so that was where she checked first. Hey you…shouldn’t you be like, studying or something? She asked as she sat down across from her and took one of the books from the pile and flipped through it quickly.

[Lindzy Vierra]

Lindzy felt like she had been drained by studying all night. She let out a soft yawn and groaned softly moving her head to the other side when her sister came in. She was half dreaming and half awake. “Mom five more minutes please?” She said trying to pretend to smack the alarm that she thought she had gone off. All of the sudden Lindzy had awoke suddenly and sat up again and looked at her sister. She whipped her eyes and looked at the clock on the wall. “Oh my god it’s. Give me back that book.” She said and tried to grab it out of her sister’s hand but knowing she probably wouldn’t have given it back to her. Lindzy had grabbed another book and started to read it. “Where have you been? I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever?” She had asked her curiously looking up from the book for a quick second. “I try to find you but, then your off with another boy.” She said and giggled. “Speaking of boys, how about you and that Lestrange fellow… What’s his name? Adyrian?” She asked her curiously wanting to know the details.

[Eliza Vierra]

Eliza couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow at Lindzy when she asked their mom to give her five more minutes of sleep. It was amusing, seeing her in this sleeptalking state as she tried to turn off an invisible alarm clock that was presumably going off in her head before finally realizing they weren’t at home and she should probably wake up. By this time, Eliza had already taken her seat across from her and was just watching her idly as she flipped aimlessly through the random book she had picked up. Ha, you’re funny. Get your own book. She said as Lindzy reached over and tried to take the book back from her. She would have given it back since she was supposed to be helping her study, but she just wanted to be difficult since she was made to get up so damn early.

She really wasn’t sure what to say when her sister asked her where she had been lately, and then proceeded to ask her about Adyrian, which really was a subject she didn’t like to get into. You know you answered your own question there. You ask where I’ve been lately, and most of the time it’s with Adyrian. But…yeah. There’s really not much to tell there. We have fun whenever we feel like it, sort of a no strings attached relationship, which you know I think are the best kind. She lied. She really didn’t want to get into the specifics about what was going on with her and Adyrian…since she really wasn’t sure how her sister would take the fact that she was his property and he enjoyed punishing her for doing things wrong.

[Lindzy Vierra]

Lindzy yawned and stretched when she had heard her sister talking about Aydrian. She knew her sister very well. She turned to the side and cracked her back and it made a loud cracking noise and then she had turned back towards her. Lindzy had grabbed another book and smirked at her sister and opened it up. “Fine.” She said and smirked when she continued to talk about Aydrian. “I know you’re always with him, I mean is it more than just sex? Or is it more? Do you like this guy?” She was really worried about her sister all she wanted her to be was happy and just meet the right guy. She laughed when she had thought about that. “At least you’re the one getting lucky with guys, I had one show up with another girl at the party and then one later than night who we just had sex and yeah he left.” She said sighing.

That was the first time Lindzy had ever had sex with someone and her sister didn’t know about it. She looked down and guilt had ran thru her. “I know I should have told you about it. I just felt really embarrassed. I swear it’s making me like girls more and more, and even though there still sneaky just not as much and they know how a girl feels and remind me not to like anyone for a while. I don’t want it to distract me during the competition you know?” She said to her. “I actually want to try and win this thing.” She started to change the subject.

[Eliza Vierra]

Eliza watched her sister crack her back and mulled over the question she asked her as she picked up another book. She really wasn’t sure what she should say because she really didn’t know the answer herself. Did she like Adyrian? Sure she was forced to tolerate him on a mostly daily basis, especially since his brother was in a coma now but did she actually have feelings for the dude? Honestly, I couldn’t tell you sis. We don’t really do anything other than have sex and such and well…I don’t know. Maybe eventually it could be more than that but I really don’t see that happening. She said with a shrug before turning her attention back down to her book for a minute. Honestly, Eliza wanted to like Adyrian, and sometimes she felt like she did but there were other times, especially when she “misbehaved” when she wanted to punch him in the face and never speak to him again…like that would ever happen. As Lindzy went on to talk about her recent luck with guys and couldn’t help but drop her book back on the table when she dropped the bomb on her that she had lost her virginity at a party. Wait, you mean to tell me you FINALLY lost your Vcard and you didn’t tell me sooner? Was this at that party we threw a couple months ago? And you waited til now to tell me? Who was it? She asked, not even caring about the studying anymore. She honestly did feel a bit hurt that her sister had kept this from her.

[Lindzy Vierra]

Lindzy couldn’t help but, look at her sister oddly when she was talking about Adyrian. She was happy for her sister if she had been happy. That’s all that mattered to her when it came to her sister. She hated ever seeing her down. She was thrilled that she found a guy. Well technically almost. She smiled at her. “Well at least your happy sis with him I mean. I’ve heard something’s about him. Some are good and bad.” She had said with a shrug and kept flipping thru her one book that she had opened up in front of her. She looked back up at her sister when she mentioned to her about losing her V card and about how her sister reacted to it.

She knew she should have told her about it before. But, she was rather hurt that night and wanted to forget about it. “It’s not like I’m that thrilled about it sis. I kind of regret it actually.” She said and rolled her eyes. “I was really drunk that night and I got hurt twice in the same night. Once by Knox who had shown up with another girl when I invited him and then Kastiel found me and one thing led to another then he just left. I don’t want to talk about it. It was the worst experience ever. Remind me not to ever fall in love with someone or like anyone again.” She said tossing her book to the side. She didn’t feel like even studying anymore.

“I should get going.”She said starting to get up. She knew her sister would probably go after her. She really didn’t want to talk about the whole thing. She put her hood up and continued walking out the door. A tear had ran down her cheek, she wanted to win this more than anything to prove she was better than what people thought of her.

[Eliza Vierra]

Well like I said, we’re not dating or anything…it’s just an…exclusive fling I guess you could say. At least on my end. I don’t really know or care who he hooks up with but he…doesn’t like me hooking up with anyone else so I haven’t. I’m sure you’ve heard a bunch of things…most are probably true. She shrugged and looked away from her sister for a bit. In a way, she wanted to tell her sister the full extent of her relationship with Adyrian, but she didn’t know how to tell anyone that she “belonged” to him and she got punished for doing anything wrong.

Eliza felt bad for how she reacted to her sister’s big news, especially because of how her sister was acting now. She must have been really hurt that night and didn’t want to talk about it at all. Eliza had never really had that problem so she didn’t really know how Lindzy felt. Hey…I’m sorry. Why didn’t you come and find me after Knox showed up with some other chick? Or better yet, when you first started liking that guy. I could have told you he was a douche who thinks he can get any girl he wants. I’ve partied with him before…She said as she followed her sister out the door once she got up and tried to leave. As for Kastiel…I’ve never met the guy but I’m sorry you went through that for your first time…I really am. She said, pulling her sister in for a hug. Hey, what do you say we ditch studying for the day and go have some fun in town for awhile? Get your mind off of all this tournament stuff. We haven’t hung out in a long time.

[Lindzy Vierra]

Lindzy had looked at her sister and smirked when she had been talking about Adyrian. She knew her sister was never the one to date a guy or anything like that. She smiled at her and nodded. “Right, but, that’s cool I guess?” She had said with a shrug. “Did you ever think about if you ever wanted to settle down with anyone?” She had asked her curiously. She wanted to know her sister’s thoughts on dating and such. “Guys can just be such assholes sometimes but, I guess no one can be perfect I guess.” She had said and sighed and tossing her book to the side. ”Like that Evan Windsor I’ve been talking too lately.” She said with a smile on her face and blushed a little.

She looked around and then back at her sister when they were talking about the party. She just wanted to forget about that night. “It’s okay; you don’t have to be sorry. It’s not your fault. It’s my own stupidity. I’m not sure, I know I should have but, you seemed busy and then I found Kastiel I just didn’t nevermind. I don’t want to talk about it anymore.” She had said and got up and started to walk out of the door when her sister had pulled her in for a hug. Lindzy had hugged her back. “It’s okay honestly. It’s done and over with. Yes lets go do something fun. We should go shopping. Use daddy’s money.” She said and giggled. “I’m sure he wouldn’t mind. He loves us.” She said with a smile.