Neko Caught Fire in Aydin's Eyes!

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

[orange]Honestly, you could have suggested anything and I would have loved your idea. Just being near you is enough to keep me entertained for countless hours. [/orange] Aydin said with a grin. It was true though, anything he said would have sounded amazing to him, as long as he never had to leave Neko’s side.

He wasn’t going to lie, he was a bit nervous about trying the meat. Not because of how it would taste…it was raw meat, there weren’t many ways that it could taste. He was nervous that he might actually like it because that meant he was already starting to slowly lose his humanity because of his tainted soul. He didn’t mind at all that he was going to be like Neko someday because that only meant that they would be able to have more in common and be together forever, be he wasn’t going to hide that he was nervous about the whole situation. As Neko cut a piece and brought it to Aydin’s lips, he hesitated for a moment before finally opening his mouth and taking the bite. The experience was…an interesting one to say the least. He couldn’t really explain what it tasted like but he couldn’t say he didn’t like it…but he didn’t not like it either. As he swallowed, he thought for a moment about what he was going to say. [orange]That was…interesting…to say the least…I could get used to that actually. [/orange] He said truthfully. He wondered how long it would take for him to be like Neko, drinking blood and eating raw meat all the time. It couldn’t possibly take long…since he already wasn’t grossed out by it.

After that one bite of the dragon meat, Aydin went back to his turkey, enjoying the flavors of his food a whole lot more. Once he was done, he sat back in his chair, clearly very full. He noticed the…skeletal owl fly in and drop a letter in Neko’s lap. He raised an eyebrow, waiting for Neko to notice the presence of the letter since he had his eyes closed…but it didn’t take long for him to notice. [orange]Uh….important letter?[/orange] Aydin asked curiously, trying not to pry too much into Neko’s business.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko looked up at Aydin as he asked him if the letter was important. He stared into his eyes for a long moment, It's....from my father. He said hesitantly fiddling with the seal....to nervous to open it up....It could say anything or it could have some very pissed off aggression in it but he didn't want to know. He didn't want to know if his father was mad at him or disappointed. He barely ever sent him letters unless he screwed up some how. He bit his lip and nervous slit the seal with his knife from the table. He's finger shook nervously as he opened the letter....it took him a long moment to make the words of the letter make since or even to make the letter's stop moving as he looked at them....After a few minutes of staring blankly at it, it finally processed and he dropped the letter on the table. He put his head in his hands for a long moment as he tried to collect his thoughts....he pushed the letter towards Aydin with one of his hands silently as he finally looked back up at him. I'm so sorry hun....I have no say in this. He said guilty as he dropped his head back into his hands and sighed deeply.

It wasn't like he didn't like the idea of marrying Aydin the old fashion way...it sounded wonderful but he would of preferred to think it through first and also have Aydin's opinion on it as well....but his father's word was unavoidable.


I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

As Neko looked up into Aydin’s eyes after he looked at the letter, Aydin was really shocked to hear that the letter was from his father. What could the letter possibly be about was what was on Aydin’s mind. Had he heard that he was here with Neko…that they had bound souls and everything. If he did, news sure travelled fast in the other world. He watched Neko curiously as he struggled with the letter…he seemed so nervous to even open it that is was starting to concern him. Had he done something wrong?. Aydin looked down at the table as Neko finally opened the letter and began to read it, waiting for him to say something for a long few moments and when he finally put the letter down, his reaction worried him.

As Neko slid the letter towards him, Aydin picked it up and read it over…he was so curious to find out what had troubled Neko so much. He had to read it quite a few times to make sense of it. So…his father did know he was here and felt when they bound their souls…but a wedding? That was…unexpected. [orange]Wait…so we’re getting married now…like legit? [/orange] He asked, pushing the letter back towards Neko. It wasn’t as if he didn’t want to marry Neko; that would be amazing…but it was all so sudden. He would need time to get used to the idea, but he had a feeling that wouldn’t take very long to do.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko watched as Aydin read the letter...confusion in his face...he was sure it took him several times to read through it before he believed what he was seeing. As he finally spoke, Neko couldn't help but frown slightly. Not the way, you were expecting it to happen huh? he said with a shrug, My father's word...is like law to me...I really don't have a choice in the matter....It makes me kinda sad that he's doing this....an obvious strike towards me for not asking his permission to bind myself with you first....he means well, I'm sure...or at least I think he does...So yea....I guess we're getting married, it's legit. He said nervously. He did want to marry Aydin...but the idea of being forced, didn't sit well with him...sure his father could force him...but Aydin? No he couldn't force him...Aydin still had his free will right...? At least for now...but not for long...Aydin was becoming demon like Neko, and all demon's listened and obeyed his father's will...he sighed, If you wanted to fight him Aydin, I will understand. I just want you to be happy and ready for such a big step in your life....however, neither of us will be able to fight him once you fully make the change to demon....once you do...you will only have as much free will as he will's you to. He barely ever forces anything...but he is a man of customs an this is one he is bound to force us to keep. He said softly, he thought it over for a minute, Well, Aydin...what will it be? Will you marry me? He asked hesitantly.... he did want to marry Aydin..even if it seemed really soon....but he wouldn't force him into it...he wouldn't go through with it unless Aydin was okay with it...or until Aydin was forced to be okay with it...He reached over and squeezed his hand gently to let him know that whatever he decided...would be fine with him.


I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin really wasn’t sure why he was so shocked by the fact that him and Neko were now going to be married. They had already bound their souls and were each other’s forever anyway, so why was getting married so different than that. Maybe it was because this whole marriage thing was brought up as a completely surprise and they really had no say in it…yeah, that sounded like a legit reason. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to marry Neko or anything, because he wanted nothing more than to be with him forever and what was marriage but another way to express their feelings for each other? [orange] No, not really. Like, I was kinda hoping we would get married eventually, but…this seems really sudden…[/orange] As Neko explained how he really didn’t have a choice in the matter because of his father’s power over demons, it kind of made him nervous. Once he became a demon like Neko, he wouldn’t really have his free will anymore either. He really wasn’t sure how he felt about that…but he loved Neko and would do anything for him, no matter what it entailed. Even though he hadn’t smiled in quite a few minutes, he finally cracked a smirk as Neko asked him to marry him. [orange]Of course I will my love. [/orange] He said with smile, leaning forward to kiss Neko’s hand as he squeezed Aydin’s. [orange]As sudden as it is, nothing would make me happier than being with you forever even though we were going to be together forever anyway…[/orange] He said with a smirk. [orange]So when does this joyous event take place?[/orange] He decided to ask.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko couldn't help but notice the confusion and somewhat hesitance in Aydin's eyes as he thought everything over...He wanted to be sure though...that no matter what Aydin had somewhat of a say in the event... he deserved that.

Neko was nervous as he waited for Aydin to answer...he couldn't help but notice how blank his face seemed to be and it kind of made him sad to see...but as Aydin crack as smile finally he felt relief wash over him...He couldn't believe he was actually consenting to it...they were getting married. He was kinda excited now that he at least knew that Aydin was okay with it and was more that willing to go through with it, Well then..I guess we do need a date don't we? Let's pick it before my father does for us shall we? Any ideas babe? He asked with a flirtatious smile. The idea...though a quick idea at that, was starting to settle in with him... Aydin said he would marry him...this made him smile. He couldn't believe it....though they had only been together for such a short time, ughhh...Aydin...what do we tell you parents? He said as he suddenly realized...the all important parental approval...not that they could say no to death...but it would put a damper on things if they were upset by it...


I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin was so completely happy that he and Neko were going to be getting married. They were going to be together forever, marriage or not, he loved the idea that this was going to make it completely legit. The only thing that would probably be a problem was that neither of them was of age yet. Aydin was only 16 and Neko still 15 for another day or so…a few legal issues could arise from this union in the human world. But then again, this wasn’t the human world so those issues might not matter here. He thought hard when Neko asked what date they should pick. Honestly, he had no idea. He could marry him right this second and be happy but that wouldn’t give any one much time to plan and no time to notify anyone. [orange]Um…I really have no idea…uh…Valentine’s Day maybe? That’s like…3 months away…would give everyone time to prepare and everything? [/orange] Sure, Valentine’s day was a very cliché day to be getting married but it was the first day he could think of really.

Aydin was so distracted with all of these marriage thoughts and plans that he really hadn’t even thought about his parents, who, for almost another year were still in charge of him legally. [orange]Oh shit…I forgot about them…[/orange]He bit his lip and furrowed his brow slightly, trying to think of how he could even begin to tell them about all of this. For one, the had no idea he was even into guys, so just the initial fact that he was with Neko was going to shock them. But getting married to him after only dating 2 days…this really wasn’t going to sit well with them. [orange]There’s no way we could just…not…tell them…is there?[/orange] He asked placing his forehead in his hands for a moment, trying to think of a solution.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko was still kinda in shock about the whole thing...but it wasn't like he was afraid or didn't want to...he was trying to grasp a hold of all that had happened in such a short time...he was in love very very in love...and was so excited he could call Aydin his own...he had him forever... they were bound together...they had made love...they had fallen hard in such a short time....and Neko was completely and totally sure of all of it...and now they were getting married...and for some strange reason...it excited him...Oooohhh Valentine's Day? I like that..can we do all colors in red and black then? He asked with thought to the day, Ohhhh and rose petals in the Aisle...Dude, I sound like a chick. He said with a smirk.

As Aydin thought over how to tell his parents, Neko's mind raced slightly about all the directions he would need to tell his father's assistance for their planning of the wedding. He watched as Aydin bit his lip and said he forgot completely about them, Will they even be okay with us? I mean do they realize you like guys? He asked as he watched him put his head in his hands, I mean my father knows of course...most demon's are bisexual...but do yours? And will they hate me? Your not going to tell them what I am are you? Maybe we shouldn't tell them. He said with a worried look in his eyes. I'm scared now.. He said honestly....Dude these emotions are to much...I use to never feel them...but since I met you it's like a wave inside of me... He said feeling slightly dizzy at all the new thoughts and emotions.


I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin couldn’t help but chuckle when Neko seemed so excited by his suggestion on Valentine’s Day. Maybe his suggestion wasn’t as lame as he thought it was. [orange]Uh…sure. Red and black are awesome colors. They match well and everything…[/orange] He said with a smirk as he listened to Neko’s other suggestion. [orange] You do kind of sound like a chick. But then again, I’m not good with making decisions like this so maybe you should be more in charge than I am? [/orange] He suggested. Of course Aydin would help as much as he possibly could but he was very indecisive sometimes and making as many decisions as it was going to take to plan a whole wedding was going to be hard for him.

Aydin’s blissful time of happiness was, slightly interrupted by trying to figure out how he was going to drop this news on his parents. His parents were well, his parents, they would love him no matter what but this was going to be the biggest shock they had ever had. [orange]Erm, well…it’s hard to say really. My sexual orientation has never really come up in conversation, just based on the fact that you’re the only guy I’ve really ever been into…so no they really have no idea about that…that’s probably gonna be a big shock on its own…[/orange] He said with a frown, running a hand through his hair before answering more of Neko’s questions. [orange]I’m sure they won’t hate you but I’m pretty sure I’m not gonna tell them what you are…what I’m gonna become soon. My mom’s a muggle, she might literally have a heart attack if I came home with ‘hey guys, I fell in love with a demon and now my soul is tainted and I’m gonna be one too. Oh and I’m getting married to him as well.’ [/orange] He sighed deeply, rubbing his eyes for a moment trying to think. [orange]There’s no way I can not tell them; they’re my parents and they deserve to know but…figuring out what to say is gonna be tricky. [/orange] He tried to crack a smile but he was so confused at the moment that it didn’t come out anything like a smile. It made him feel so bad when Neko told him he was scared…that was the last thing he wanted to do was give him any negative emotions at all. [orange]No, don’t be scared love…[/orange] He said, getting up and kneeling next to Neko’s chair, taking his hand. [orange]We’ll figure all of this out, don’t worry about it. For now, let’s just focus on the happiness of the situation…we’re engaged, planning our wedding, and I love you with all of my heart and I will forever. [/orange] He said looking up at him with a smile, kissing his hand softly.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko couldn't help but giggle at Aydin agreeing that he did sound like a girl, Well at least it'll be good for something then...I've never really thought of getting married but now that the idea is in my head...I'm kinda excited...and as you seen with some of my rooms here...I like to decorate. He said with a wink, And I suppose if your not good at making decision's like this then I'm happy one of us is or we would be stuck in Limbo for the next three months. He said with a wink.

He watched Aydin carefully as he started giving him answers for how his parents would react to the whole, 'I'm gay and I'm marrying the son of Death' thing. He frowned slightly as he listened but couldn't help but look over his fiance and follow his hand as it went through his gorgeous head of hair...He couldn't help but marvel at him for a moment as he listened...He was really really lucky to find such a gorgeous guy...and not only gorgeous but just completely amazing...He had never expected to find anyone who could satisfy him....Aydin did and more...he was just completely unimaginable. Even his voice got under Neko's skin in such a heavenly way...He couldn't help but get a little distracted at this thought as he listened to him...to think that Aydin was his, bound and engaged was amazing. Maybe slight lies would make it better? He asked curiously, like lying about how long we've know each other and have been together? Aydin wasn't dealing with Demon parents so surely they couldn't see through a few small lies? He wasn't sure but he wasn't really sure.

Neko returned his nervous half smile. As he spoke and knelled down beside him and took his hands he tried hard to get rid of these thoughts of fear but he couldn't help it...His next words made him feel better though...It was true no matter what, they were in love and engaged. It would all be okay right? It had to be...I love you too. He said as Aydin kissed his hand. He smiled at him. No matter what we'll get though this and nothing will stop us. He said pulling Aydin closer to him until he sat in his lap...He put his head on Aydin's chest for a long moment with out speaking...just listening to his heart, it was sad to hear it....knowing it was beating was magical to him...but knowing it wouldn't beat soon made him feel like he had killed a beautiful butterfly...it saddened him a little but at the same time....the sacrifice meant they would be together forever...



I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

[orange]I’ve never really thought about getting married either honestly, but now that I am thinking about it, and it’s going to happen in like, 3 months, I’m so excited. But, I have a hard enough time figuring out what I’m going to wear in the morning so all of the little decisions that come with planning a wedding are probably better left up to you. I’ll help though…when I can. [/orange] He said with a slight smirk. He did feel guilty about not being able to help more but he was being honest. He was shit at making decisions, even really small ones and when he had to make big ones, it would normally take him forever to even decide on it…they really would be in limbo for the next three months if it was left up to him. [orange] I know you love to decorate which is why I trust any decision you make regarding this wedding. I know you’ll make it look amazing. [/orange]

Aydin really didn’t want to be stressed out right now but this whole telling his parents thing was really starting to get to him. He didn’t want to show Neko how much this was actually bugging him, but he was sure it was going to show though. Sometime in the very near future, he was going to have to sit down with his parents and most likely his two siblings, and explain to them most of everything. The biggest shocker was most likely that he was getting married…at 16. He was just afraid that they would say no…since they did still have the ability to do that for another few months. He would be of age in April and then they wouldn’t be able to say anything anyway…but the wedding was in February…so that could possibly pose a problem if they decided to, well, act like concerned parents. [orange]I think the small lies would make it heaps better actually. They really wouldn’t understand that I fell in love with you instantly and how we haven’t known each other long at all. How long shall we say we’ve been dating…how long is an acceptable time to date someone before you decide to marry them? [/orange] He asked curiously.

As Neko pulled Aydin onto his lap and leaned his head on his chest, Aydin kissed the top of his head and began running his hands through Neko’s gorgeous head of hair as they sat there quietly for a long while. Moments like these were amazing, when the two of them didn’t even have to say anything, just sit in silence and enjoy each other’s company, knowing how much they loved each other. Aydin knew he was so lucky to have found Neko…they were so perfect together and they always would be.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko smiled at Aydin as he told him that he sucked at making decisions and that Neko was far better off making all the decisions for the wedding but that he would help when he could....He stared down into his eyes... Fine...but you tell me the second you disagree with anything...anything at all from the decorations to the cake...it's your wedding and you should be completely spoiled with everything you like... He said with another smile.

He thought for a moment of what would happen if Aydin's parents said no...would they even dare? It seemed to Neko, it would be a bad decision on their part...to deny their son right before he came of age could ruin their relationship right? He wondered silently about this but didn't say anything as Aydin spoke...He thought about his question for a moment...For humans...two years maybe? He answered quite unsure of what he said...but it at least sound like a fair amount of time to him...We can say we've been dating for two years but kept it hidden from everyone because we were afraid of what people would say? He said thoughtfully, It would make since to hide it since they don't know your a homosexual...like I guess it's common for most gay guys to hide it from their parents because of the whole disapproval thing...So I think they would buy it and be more willing to accept us...or at least I hope. He said with a slight frown...

He couldn't help but smile as Aydin kissed his forehead...he closed his eyes as Aydin ran his hands through his hair....he felt chills run down his spine at the touch.....he loved sitting there like this...where they could just enjoy each other and let all their problems fade away into the cracks of the floor boards...he continued to listen to his heart beating and enjoyed the song while it lasted...he wasn't sure but he knew the change would start happening soon and would probably be complete within the next month or two....He realized something as he looked back up into Aydin's eyes, his voice was soft and gentle even though what he had to tell him was anything but that...Aydin...my love...when you change....your going to be dealing with a lot of new things...you wont breathe anymore....your heart won't beat...you won't be able to eat human food....your powers will terrify you but you will be able to control them...I promise to help you...you will have to be careful whenever someone touches you or you touch them because if you aren't they can seriously get hurt....so you will have to learn to pay attention to every movement someone makes...you can never have your mother touch you, your best friend without being on guard because believe me if your not the nightmares inside of you will attack the person... He said weakly, I hate to see you go through such a struggle....but in the end it'll be worth it...you will be mine forever... He said with a small smile.





I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin smiled at Neko. It made him happy that even though Aydin wouldn’t be making very many decisions regarding the wedding, Neko still wanted him as involved as he possibly could be. [orange]I’m sure I’ll love everything you pick out but ok…if there’s anything at all that I don’t like, I will be sure to tell you. But I really doubt that is going to come up at all. [/orange] He said, still smiling.

Aydin thought as Neko was, trying to figure out what a suitable amount of time would be for someone to date before getting married. Honestly, before Neko he had never really even though about getting married and before him, he had never even been in a serious relationship. The longest he had ever even been interested in a person was maybe a couple of weeks and then his short attention span would kick in and he would get bored and be on to the next pretty girl that walked passed him in the halls. But Neko was different. With Neko, he never wanted to look at anyone in that way ever again and he never would. [orange]Two years huh….[/orange] He thought out loud as he listened to Neko explain. Two years was a really long time but it sounded logical actually. But the thing that was concerning him was would his parents believe it? They saw how he was around girls during the summers and he saw how many girls he went out with in the couple of months he was home…maybe if he told them it was all a cover for hiding his relationship with Neko from them…it might work. [orange]That…actually might work. I just hope they believe it. If they don’t though…and on the chance they do actually say no and put the whole parental power down…we may have to wait until I come of age…? [/orange] He said with a frown. He didn’t want to wait any longer than he had to to marry Neko, but if it came down to it…he would do anything for him. [orange]Its only a couple more months…not that I want to wait that long…I just hope we don’t have to and they just accept it…accept us…[/orange] He said, looking down at his fingers for moment as he messed with them nervously.

He sat there on Neko’s lap for a long while, just enjoying the feeling of being so near him. Everything was quiet and calm until Neko popped his head up from Aydin’s chest and looked up into his eyes. As he spoke, Aydin listened carefully, taking in every important word. It was going to be a huge change once he fully turned into a demon like Neko and as he was told everything he was going to have to go through Aydin was worried that this whole thing would be harder than he originally thought. [orange]The whole, not breathing or eating…or heartbeating thing I think I’ll be able to handle without too much of a problem. [/orange] He said calmly, brushing some hair out of Neko’s face. [orange]Just the whole…touching thing…I’m going to have to work on. I’m a hugger, I love hugging people…is it going to be hard to control these powers? Because I really don’t want to hurt anyone…it would seriously kill me inside if I hurt someone, especially by family…or my best friend…[/orange] He said looking into Neko’s eyes with a serious look.

[Killean Neko Savage]

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other


Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

Neko smiled at Aydin as he promised to at least voice his opinion if he disagreed with anything about the wedding plans...He thought slightly of something they would be needed to pick up today to make it official...but he didn't voice it allowed...He just smiled back at Aydin and secretly made plans to stop by a special store when they went shopping today...He couldn't wait to go into that shop....sure he never thought he would of and never had the desire to before...but not he was excited about everything and nervous as well...

Neko listened as Aydin spoke and then paused as he thought something over...he waited patiently for his decision of two years...As he spoke he couldn't help but be hit with both relief and anxiety. At least there was a chance that would work...but if they did say no, he would wait the few extra months out...they had eternity anyways so a few months wouldn't kill them. He felt anxiety however at the to be determined status of the reaction of their parents, he really hoped they would accept them. Neko was was brought up to appreciate a family and his mother dying was the worse thing to ever happen in his life time....he really hoped this wouldn't turn Aydin's parents against them. He couldn't face the idea of breaking their family apart but at the same time...there was no way he wasn't going to spend eternity with Aydin. He just hoped everything worked out....I hope the accept us too...it'll make everything so much easier. He watched as Aydin played with his fingers and he couldn't help but reach out and lift his chin up, No matter what, I'm not going anywhere...I'm yours forever. I promise you. He said before kissed him softly and pressing his forehead back against his...

Neko looked into his eyes as Aydin processed everything Neko had told him. He bit his lip as he began to speak, he closed his eyes as Aydin brushed some hair out of his face....his finger tips always felt so good...He sighed as he opened his eyes and looked back in Aydin's. Honestly, yes...it will be very hard...I would suggest not getting too close to anyone who may upset you...It's gonna take a little bit to control you emotions but it won't be long....all you gotta do is learn to shut down your emotions....don't let them surface and try to keep yourself from getting angry....or too excited....I would suggest telling your parent soon so that your powers aren't awakened enough to hurt them if the worse does happen....I imagine rejection would take you overboard on anxiety and maybe even anger...So I would get that over soon....You should be fine with friends...you'll just need to be always on guard and aware of them....if they touch you off guard you will hurt them..I'm sorry but I can't really sugar coat it for you...It's gonna be a struggle....but it's simple to defeat it...you just gotta learn to shut off you emotions and be aware of your surroundings. He whispered as he put his head back on Aydin's chest...





I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place

For who: Aydin!
How Many Words: 12345 (?)
Inspirations: I Caught Fire!- The Used
Made by: Skylar@ForeverDurmstrang


Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Stay with me lay with me now

[Aydin Elijah Bennett]

Aydin really hoped that telling his parents about all of this would be easier than the scenario that was being made in his head. In his head, he saw this whole thing going very very badly…his mom freaking out about the getting married thing…this dad freaking out about him being gay…everything negative that could possibly happen was going wrong in the scenario that was playing out in his head and he hated it. He seriously hoped it would go more smoothly than that…although everything he was thinking did have the possibility of coming true. His mom was very protective of him and never approved of any girl he ever hung out with or brought over, so he had no idea how she would even take to Neko. His dad on the other hand was so very proud of his son, the way he was with girls and the way he was so athletic and such…Aydin had no idea how he would take it for him to come out to him. He just hoped he wouldn’t flip out and disown him or anything…He wasn’t really expecting Neko to lift his chin up to look at him for some reason, but as down as he was, he couldn’t help but smile as he looked into his eyes for a moment before Neko kissed him gently. [orange]And I am yours forever as well. No matter what my parents say or do…there’s nothing they can do that can keep me away from you…[/orange] He whispered as he pressed his forehead against Neko’s.

Aydin listened again as Neko explained what it would take for him to control himself once his powers began to develop. Honestly, it terrified him to think about what he was going to be going through, but he knew that Neko would help him through it so everything was going to be ok. [orange]If that’s the case…maybe we should do this whole, breaking it to the parents’ thing, sometime this weekend…? I know it’s probably the last thing you want to do on our weekend alone but, if prolonging it would make it more dangerous for me around them…maybe sooner is better. [/orange] Aydin really wanted to put off telling his parents as long as humanly possible, but he really didn’t want to take any chances, and hurting them was the last thing he wanted to do.