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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 5, 2012 9:00:58 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back.  We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria stared into Shaylyn's words as he weighed her question in his head...Darling, honestly...I think he wouldn't even flinch, something is not right with that boy. Of what I just seen...he could be capable of anything... He said as he ran a hand down her back to comfort her as the tears started to fall again...He hated seeing her cry. She was far to beautiful to cry for such an evil soul..
He looked down into her eyes as she looked up at him with teary eyes and asked how he knew she was in trouble...She wiped away the tears that had fallen from her eyes onto his bare chest...but part of them wouldn't mind if she left her tears all over him. Her tears were as precious as the eyes that cried them, Your body called for me... told me you needed me and I was able to use your fears and emotions to apparate to you...Since we shared a very intimate experience we are connected now...I can feel what you do and I am very thankful of that...That boy is a ticking time bomb...he was bound to explode at some point...thank goodness it was after we made a connection... He kissed her forehead gently and pulled her back into his arms. Don't worry hun...he will never hurt you again...I would rather risk burning to death then let him or anyone else hurt you...I promise you everything will be okay.
He tightened his hug gently. He ran his hands through her hair...gently and with soft careful strokes so that she would get a large amount of pleasure from the touch....he wanted to comfort her...Your so beautiful and so pure...you deserve to be worshipped and put on a thrown in my opinion. He said honestly...She really deserved much better than a man who could scream in her face and harm her...She deserved to be treated like a goddess not a little girl...It's happening again, it's happening again. I won't watch you die. |
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 5, 2012 18:48:43 GMT -5
Shaylyn sighed as Zakaria confirmed what he thought about Cayden’s threats. I still cant believe it…He was so amazing to me, even just this morning. Sure, I’ve heard people say he was mean or whatever…but he was never even remotely mean to me… She snuggled into his chest slightly as he ran a hand down her back. It was weird to her that he could comfort her so easily, but at the moment, she really wasn’t in a position to argue. She really needed to calm down and this was helping greatly.
It was a surprise to hear when he said that they were now connected after the events of last night and he could feel what she felt. Although, she had to admit that came in pretty handy when she needed him most. As he kissed her forehead, she still couldn’t help but blush and she had no idea why. Last night they had done things way beyond the level of forehead kisses, but even that simple gesture made her stomach do a little flip. I don’t want you to have to risk anything for me…and if keeping me safe is going to put your life in danger then…I don’t know if I can morally let you do that. She said with a sigh as she leaned into his chest again and let him run his hands through her hair. It felt so nice that she actually let herself smile, even if it was the smallest, hardly there smile she had probably ever produced, it was still something. It was an improvement, even if it was a small one.
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 7, 2012 0:54:14 GMT -5
accidently erased this...please kill me -_-
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 7, 2012 4:06:05 GMT -5
Shaylyn couldn’t help but close her eyes and rest her head against Zakaria’s chest as he held her tightly against him. She was so comfortable against him that she couldn’t help but relax after only a few seconds of this. Lifting her head up from his chest, she frowned a bit at his words. Even though she hardly knew him she felt so close to him that she didn’t want him to be in even the slightest bit of danger, especially not over her. She looked into his blue eyes as she spoke. But why me? Why risk so much for me? They had barely met the night before, such a short time ago that it could actually be considered early that morning that they met, but he was talking like he was so sure about how he felt. Sure, she had feelings for him, she wasn’t going to deny it, but for him to be willing to risk his life over her after only a few hours was crazy. As he rested his forehead into her neck, she couldn’t help but rest her head slightly against his. Her heart rate increased as she felt his lips press against her neck softly and as he looked back up at her, she placed her hand on his cheek softly as she spoke. It would kill me inside if it was my fault that something happened to you. She pressed her forehead against his gently, wondering why after all of what just happened, she was so comfortable to be so close to Zakaria even still.
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 7, 2012 5:04:19 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria smiled down at her...his eyes pouring into hers as she looked up. He didn't bother using his vampire tricks on her...he didn't want to control her like that. She deserved to be free to think on her own..He kissed her forehead lightly.. If it makes you feel better I will have it arranged for my brother Skylar Stargaze to come to your aid during the day. Believe me...he may not be a vampire but he can apparate if I need him too. He said with a smile. He had never known about his brother until recently when he had met him at the Durmstrang. His step father had sent him away when his mother had died... he had assumed that Skylar had died to but apparently he was alive...he was so happy to finally have someone in his life...a half brother... but he also realized the truth about something else...When Cayden said his name it didn't register immediately but it was now...as he looked up into Shay's eyes. He couldn't tell her of course, to be honest he wasn't sure why he hadn't made the connection as soon as Cayden said his name....Stark. Zakaria Stargazer had taken his step father's names because of his mother...but his real last name was suppose to be Zakaria Stark. He was comforted by the way she pressed her forehead against his but it made him feel guilty too. She had just been assaulted by one Stark son and she was now snuggling up against another...the irony in it made his insides crawl. He looked into her eyes and knew he couldn't say anything...he would hide behind the last name his step father gave him...it was better she never knew he was a Stark...at least for now in the present situation. Shay I really really like you. He told her, I know I may be falling for you kinda fast but I know it's the truth. He whispered gently as to not scare her...he kissed her gently on the lips for a moment enjoying the way she tasted. He really did like her...he hoped she could trust him, he would give her the world if it meant she could trust him. It's happening again, it's happening again. I won't watch you die. |
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 7, 2012 6:06:19 GMT -5
Shay blushed yet again as he kissed her forehead. She couldn’t really help it, it was just her body’s natural response to touches like that. Even though she didn’t really like the idea of anyone having to watch over her she much preferred to have someone else be there if she needed him during the day rather than Zakaria risk burning to death because of her. It would make me feel better to know that you won’t be putting yourself in danger because of me during the day time. If you feel the need to watch over me, I’d much prefer it to be at night time when you’re safe. She had no idea that Zakaria was related to Skylar, even though he had told her his name the night before, it hadn’t registered to her before now. She hadn’t met Skylar yet, nor was she taking his class, but he was her Mikayla’s best friend and had been for years so she had heard a lot about him over that time period. He seemed like a nice enough guy, but then again, she still didn’t want anyone to have to be responsible for her in the first place.
His next words kind of took her by surprise, even though she knew he liked her, that was obvious, but she had no idea how hard he was falling. She felt his lips press against hers and for a split second she wasn’t sure what to do. Sure, almost every fiber in her being wanted to kiss him back, but her mind was telling her not to do it again. This was what had gotten her in trouble with Cayden in the first place, because she had done what her body and heart had wanted and not what her mind was screaming at her not to do. Although, the back of her mind was also telling her that Cayden wanted nothing to do with her anymore so she was free to kiss who she wanted to…so that was exactly what she did. She pressed her lips against his gently for a moment, returning his kiss sweetly before pulling away and looking into his eyes again. I really like you too…but I’m still so confused. I know I shouldn’t but I still love Cayden, even though I know he hates me. And you…you’re amazing, more than I probably deserve but I still really like you. She sighed, resting her forehead against his chest again, trying to figure out what was going on in her mind. Ugh…I’m so confused…
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 7, 2012 6:36:45 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria kissed her fingertips gently, Then that's what I will do during my nights...after I tuck my son Zayden to sleep I will watch over you and be there for you whenever you awake or just plain need me. He told her with confidence, I will be there for you cause I would hate myself if I wasn't.
He was relieved as she kissed him back...enjoying her lips against his more and more with each second. Sure he had kissed girls before, made love with some of the hottest girls on the planet but kissing Shay was a whole different level for him...She was the sweetest most genuine person he had ever laid eyes on. He couldn't help but feel a strong connection to her regardless of the bond the blood had given them...She was different. As she spoke and rested her forehead against his chest he smiled slightly. It's normal to be confused when a relationship dies..or at least that's what I've been told. I, myself, have never experience love in all of my life...though I wish i had, I haven't so I don't know for sure...but I will stand beside you as you build yourself back up. I promise. He said running his hands through her hair again, Maybe if I'm lucky you will see only me someday and I'll be lucky enough for you to fall for me...until that day though I will stand beside you. He whispered as he kissed the top of her head. It's happening again, it's happening again. I won't watch you die. |
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 7, 2012 7:31:16 GMT -5
Shay smiled as Zakaria kissed her fingertips. It was entirely sweet and no one had ever done that to her before but she knew she liked it, and it made her happy. As she was listening to him, something he said though surprised her. You have a son? How old is he? She asked curiously. Shay had no idea how she felt about children. She had never once thought about having any of her own which was alright because she was still only 16 and she didn’t need to be thinking about those types of things anyway. But she did adore kids, and loved to be around them and they usually tended to love her as well. She felt bad though, that because of all this, Zakaria would be spending more time watching over her than his son, and that just wasn’t right.
She listened to him speak, keeping her forehead on his chest and letting him run his fingers through her hair again. As much as she didn’t want to admit it, her relationship had died and it would probably be best for her to try to move on. It was way too soon to even try to open herself emotionally though…right? She wanted to give herself time to get over Cayden and give herself time to heal, but she really couldn’t help herself from falling for Zakaria. Maybe…She whispered as he kissed the top of her head, before she looked back up at him. I think I may already be falling for you…but I’m not really sure just yet, and I really want to be sure before I get your hopes up about anything. We’ll just have to wait and see… She said with a half-smile as she looked into his gorgeous eyes.
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 7, 2012 7:53:38 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria smiled at her as she asked about his son. Her asking was like her adding a million points in his mind. Zayden was the one thing in this world that he actually cared about except now he also cared for Shay. It means a lot to me that you care to ask...Zayden Michael Stargazer is eight years old as of June. He won't want you to know his age though, he'll just love to try to charm you. He said with a proud grin. Zayden was a lot like his father and barely had any of his mother's traits. He even looked like a miniature Zakaria, I hope you two will get along. It will mean the world to me if you do. He said honestly with a sweet smile at her...
Her words made his smile get brighter, It means a lot to me that you are falling for me...but I do understand you need some time to sort out your thoughts. Just know, I'm not going anywhere and I am dead positive on what I want. He said as he looked into her dark eyes....it was crazy to think that he and his brother had fallen for the same girl but it would be even crazier to think Cayden deserved her...Zakaria would do anything to make her happy and to keep Cayden from her. He bent down and kissed her lips again gently, not trying to pressure her into anything she wasn't ready for but at the same time giving into what he felt was right.It's happening again, it's happening again. I won't watch you die. |
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 7, 2012 18:03:13 GMT -5
Zakaria seemed so happy that she asked about his son. Of course she would ask, it would have been rude not to, but she was genuinely interested in knowing about his son. She cared about Zakaria and his son was part of him so if something were to develop between them, she and his son would need to get along…but she really didn’t see that being much of a problem. The way he talked about his son made her smile. She could tell he loved him more than anything and it was so sweet to hear. Of course I care to ask. His name is so beautiful and he sounds so nice. I would love to meet him someday. She said honestly. I hope we get along…I would be so sad if we didn’t. Shay didn’t really know what she would do if her and Zayden didn’t get along, but she supposed that was up to Zakaria to figure out when and if the time came.
Shaylyn returned his smile, but she felt bad that she couldn’t figure out what she wanted just yet. It comforted her to know that he understood though. Cayden had been her first boyfriend, first love, first everything, and he was going to be hard to move on from, if she ever would…but she kind of seriously doubted that. He would always be part of her, even if they both found other people, she would most likely always think of him…and thinking about that made her feel bad. How do you know that I’m what you want? I’m not special or anything… She said with a slight pout as she looked into his blue eyes. She watched as he leaned down and pressed his lips against hers. Closing her eyes, she stood up on tip toe to make it a little easier on him and returned his kiss gently, but more sure than last time, reaching up to run her fingers through his hair as they kissed.
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 8, 2012 8:44:53 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria couldn't help but grin as she complimented his son's name.Thank you...I wanted it to rhyme with my middle name, Hayden. I'm glad you like it...His mother hated it when I named him that but she had to get over it. He couldn't help but grin more at her, If you don't get along I'm going to be really sad. He said with a wink, I think he'll love you though...he has an eye for beauty.
He stared down into her dark eyes as he question her about why he was so sure of her, he looked into her eyes for a long moment in thought... I am sure of you because I see the real you. I can see past your love all personality to the strong woman inside of you that's begging to get out. Your talented and sweet with the prettiest brown eyes I have ever looked into... I can't help but be driven to be near you...you have this amazing energy that I want to be part of. I have never experience such emotion when I kiss you from any other woman. Your absolutely amazing. He said.
As she leaned up to kiss him more deeply than before but slightly gentle he moaned softly in a pleased way...loving the way her lips felt against his...she had the sweetest taste to her and it was driving him mad not to make love to her again. She was like a drug that he wanted to experience again and again until it became an addiction...but he wasn't going to push her farther than she was willing to go. He wanted this to be on her terms...for her to be in control and he was easily at her whim. As her fingers ran through his hair he felt shivers run down his spine. He lifter her up gently so that she didn't have to strain her neck as they kissed and he couldn't help but feel excited by her body pressed against him..
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 10, 2012 1:48:26 GMT -5
Shay couldn’t help it, she was curious. When Zakaria mentioned the fact that Zayden’s mother didn’t like his name at first, she couldn’t help but wonder who his mother was, and if she was still a part of their lives. In a way, it wouldn’t matter to her if she was, because that was Zayden’s mother and she should be a part of his life, but if she was involved with Zakaria still, that would be a whole different story. Shaylyn couldn’t help but maybe feel a bit jealous as she thought about this and she wasn’t really sure why. It was the first time she had ever been jealous as far as she could remember and she really didn’t like the feeling. If you don’t mind me asking…who is his mother…and how could she hate a name like that? She asked curiously, cocking her head to the side a bit.
She stared up into his bright blue eyes, knowing he was thinking carefully about his answer to her question. As he answered, she listened carefully, taking in each word. Her heart was racing as he named off the reasons why he felt the way he did about her. He had known her less than a day, and it surprised Shay how strongly he felt about her…and how strongly she might have felt about him. She wasn’t sure just yet…but she liked where it was headed.
She couldn’t help but smile into the kiss as she heard him moan softly. The fact that she knew he was enjoying it made her want to make him enjoy it even more. She deepened the kiss a bit, losing some of the gentleness she had originally shown him. As he lifted her, she wrapped her legs around him gently, so that he wouldn’t have to use as much strength to hold her up. It was easier to kiss him, now that they were on a similar level, and kissing him was somehow taking away some of the pain of what had occurred earlier. Gaining another small ounce of confidence, she broke the kiss, moving her lips to his neck and pressing them softly against it. She had no idea what had come over her but she had a feeling he wouldn’t complain.
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 16, 2012 22:42:20 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria frowned slightly as she asked about Zayden's mother...it wasn't that she asked, it was that the mother irritated him relentlessly every time he thought of her. His mother is a witch who works at the Leaky Cauldron in London as a waitress...I took sole title to our son after I found her abusing drugs in front of him....She hated his name because she said it was to close to mine and that I didn't deserve the right to be a father and that she wished she had gotten knocked up by some other wizard. He told her honestly with a look of sadness in his eyes, I really wish she wasn't like she is...I really want Zayden to have a mother...but that woman will never deserve to see him again. He said with a look to the ceiling as he tried to wipe the thoughts away.
Something seemed to open up in Shaylyn as they kissed and his entire body felt like electricity as she wrapped her legs around his waist. As the kiss intensified he couldn't help but match it and forget about the will inside of him to take things slow...as she pressed her lips on his neck he bit his lip in pleasure. His will to control himself was completely lost as he pressed his lips against her's again and gently placed her on the floor as he continued to deepen the kiss...not even trying to stop himself.....
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Post by Shaylyn Menki on Jul 20, 2012 4:13:46 GMT -5
((Sorry for the crappy post. I'm super tired now lol)) Shay felt bad when she saw Zakaria’s expression change when she asked about Zayden’s mother. If she had known it might upset him, she wouldn’t have asked, but her curious nature always got the best of her when it came to important questions like that. She couldn’t help but frown as he talked about the mother…she sounded like such a terrible person. Shay couldn’t believe that she had said such horrible things to Zakaria. He was such an amazing person, she had to be delusional or something to think that he didn’t deserve to be a father to Zayden. Clearly, he loved his son but she did feel bad that Zayden didn’t have a mother in his life. That is so sad… She whispered as she pouted slightly, touching his cheek softly. She really wished she hadn’t even asked because she could see the sadness in his eyes and it hurt her to see that. I’m sorry…I really shouldn’t have asked… She said softly, looking down at the ground as he looked up at the ceiling. Shaylyn had no idea what was coming over her as she kissed Zakaria. Not more than a few minutes ago she was completely depressed about losing Cayden but being in Zak’s arms made her sort of forget about all the pain she was feeling. It was strange, and she didn’t know why it was happening but she liked it. She felt herself being lowered to the ground as they kissed and she wasn’t even trying to stop…not like she wanted to or anything. *************FADE OUT*************** As she lay there cuddled with Zak, Shay couldn’t help but wonder if she should have let herself get caught up in her emotions like that. She was clearly not in a very stable place with her emotions and this was such a confusing time for her. But as confused as she was, she didn’t regret what had happened. She kissed his shoulder softly, wondering a bit if he could feel how emotionally conflicted she was at the moment. It annoyed her that she was though, as all she really wanted to do was enjoy this moment. |
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Post by Zakaria Hayden Stargazer on Jul 21, 2012 8:58:13 GMT -5
So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back. We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have. And I will save your life. Zakaria shook his head..Oh no, sweetie...it's okay you asked. You have a right to know...I want you to know. I want to be open with you...lay myself out for you...Don't be ashamed you asked. I'm happy you care enough to ask. He said with as sweet smile as he lifted up her chin.
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Zak lay silently with Shaylyn just letting the emotions surface and explore their thoughts as they pleased. He laid with her arms wrapped around her holding her and pressing her back against him. He nuzzled into her neck loving the way she smelled. Being with her was like...nothing he ever experience before....the second time in less than twenty four hours that they had made love...it was not just sex by any means and he felt so complete by it. He could feel her anxiety and confliction though....and it both worried him and made him nervous. But he understood, it must of been hard on her...with everything that had happened....but he would stand beside her forever if it took that long for her to figure out her emotions. He really was falling for her and he wasn't afraid to put his heart out their for her. He listened to her breath for a long moment and smiled as she kissed his shoulder. You are so very sweet. He murmured as he ran a hand down her back to comfort her.
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